my lyfe stories

2011-02-28T00:33:00.000-08:00

I Need A Star That Can Communicate With Me.
<3

2011-02-02T13:39:00.000-08:00

heya guys!!
well gotta start of with..
alhamdulilah..
what i asked for came true..
im down with high fever,a bad cough flu sinus etc..
some people might say im crazy asking for all this nonsense..
but hey!
im not crazy ok
it's just that it's part of teaching some human beings some lessons not to take advantage of another people.
that's what i cal SWEET REVENGE. :)
yesss.
the girl with attitude is back again when she really recover.
you will suffer when "the dog" is not well to werk.
shall i say 'serve u right?' hahaha
hmm
but im really sufering down here la ks..
having bad cough n sore throat..
IRRITS LA SIOLSS!!
tsk!!
plus.. i have to really recover in order to mit up with love..
missing so much...
miss hugging..
miss ur smile..
miss ur laughter..
AHEMM!!
back to the story ks..
when to company docter but the temperature does not go down at all..
worse still,it went up by 2 degree celcius..
mcm cb!
so the next day mum told me to woke up coz she will be bringing me to family docter..
annnnnddddd.........
i have to drag myself up and bath..
*sumpah aku menggigil maha menggigil*
so blablabla..
waited my name to be called..
by the tyme i 'take a nap' alredi..
so mum took my medicine..
mum:look at ur bill(showing me the bill)
me:huh?! my eyes from half open to open big2..
*gulps*
$73?!?!
in my hearts says......
*might as well give me the money i go and njoy* shit!*
so yeaaa...
took the medicine n thanks god everything goes down except for my cough n flu..
my fever is sill not stable..

love been so worried bout my condition till he bought another pack of cigg..
hmmm
we've promise 2 stop smoking on the 1st of feb but.......boify bo tahan liao....
so......
haisssss...
so bored at home..sleep..sleep..sleep..
not werking till sundae..haisss..

just have to wait for love call..
missing him soooo much!
thanks 4 ur concern love..
not 2 forget bestie too..thanks 4 ur concern babyy.. <3
guess have to end here..tyme to take my medicine and than...zZzZzZzZzzzzZZzZzZz..
mit u guys in my dream land...
take care ya!!
do text me @ my hp if u have my num..
cya wen i cya..
gd nytesss babes n dudes....
loging out nwww.....

2011-01-27T23:05:00.000-08:00

Today Is My Worse Nightmare.
I'm Not Sure What Is Going Wrong.
I'm Not Blaming You.
It's Just That I Wish I Can Be Your Girl That Can Spend Time With You 24 Hrs.
Why Must It Be This Way?
I Didn't Ask For It.
I Just Want Us To Be Like The First Time We Had Our Eye Contact Together.
I Didn't Ask For More.
I Want My Nightmare Becomes A Sweet Fantasy When I Open My Eyes The Next Day.

2011-01-21T07:16:00.000-08:00

Hi frens..
Since I've alredi read bestie blog..
I shall update my blog regarding her..
kuangkuangkuang
Well,tatz so swit of u posting about me..
huhu
I'll be a gd gal and i shall blog bout u ok?
But first i shall say..
Kau hate every 20th pon tetap aku pakse kau teman aku jugak!!!!
HUAHUAHUA..
Yeaa,eventhough we r 2gether lyke lesbian for 7 yrs plus..
At last bestie knew everything from boify..
lol!

walau mcm ne irrit kau..walau mcm ne merpek pon..
kau tetap sahabat ku dunia dan akhirat..
ceyyy..
merpek..oh! tatz not an error..
tatz bestie new malay werd for merepek..
oklah,lets be serious..
bestie has been sooooo good to me every mnth coz she will accompany me!
thanks for ur stupid idea but at least we get something ryte??
its been a great tyme spending with bestie lyke oldies yr..
those nerd+cute tymes..
hahah...yes i repeat..CUTE!
:D
A bestie who knows me inside out i shall say..
my feelngs..
my background..
my past..
my everything..
Onli some of my attitude she does not know..
its bcoz she does not open her eyes big2..
we can mit in the morning till late nyte n just tok nonsense..
we reli love to critisize pple...
kutok...yeaaa...WE LYKE TO KUTOK PPLE AROUND US!!
hahahahaha..
nonsensical attitude sia..
but we just love it..
thanks god for giving me a bestie tat i cn rely on..
be it hapi or sad or angry situation..
she will be the first person tat i will inform..
thanks once again for giving our frensip another chance after the incident happen..
we r not matured enuf to handle stuffs..
so ya..i hope we can last long(ceyy,lyke couple sia)
i mean our frenship..i reli treasure it alot..
thanks bestie aka ketot for teaching me the meaning of frenship..
:D
awww zyrah sooo swit...i know tat..
:))
there's so many plans in my head..
juz have to wait 4 the ryte tyme..
ryte tyme to spend with my love ones..
be patient okkkkk...
lets cover up...

Treasure The Friendship Like How You Treasure Yourself
<3 Mikayla Williams My BestFriend

2010-12-29T22:13:00.000-08:00

HAPI BIRTHDAY TO MY FATHER!!
actually it was last minute..
hahahah
ok..
where should i start about my dad?

ayah sebenarnya jahat org nyer..
hahaha
yup2..tatz the fact..his not a nice person..
he scolded me..he beat me..he slap me..
he FUCK right infront of my eyes..
hell yeaa..
dad..

IM SO BAD!!
hahahah
well2,I'll be a gd daughter alryte?
today is your birthday and i as your daughter shall post something gd yeaa?
how bout that??
*evil laugh*
ayah has been a great pillar i shud say despite the bad and evil things he done to me..
ya maybe because im also bad..
from pri skul,he wll wake me up early in the morning,heat up the water 4 me to bath..
he even sent me 2 skul before he went to werk..
awww..
that sweet of my dad right..
its the same as when im in sec lyfe..
by right when teens reached HALF ADULT ,they cn take care of their own but im not..
my dad still pampered me..
hahaha
ok ok,im evil..
i know that..
im alwaes evil..
till once upon a tyme,when the tyme hit..
my dad was totally dissapointed with me..
i know..i feel..i saw..
so lucky my mind is still stable..
i decided to find my own pocket money since im alredi **** *** from skul..

what cn i say..werking lyfe is a HELL for me..
and it bcum more BLOODY HELL when it comes to werk with your own siblings..
sibling who have a higher rank than me..
omg!
i feel really damn LOW CLASS girl at that period of tyme..
i when thru hell period about a year,my dad brought me up veri well..
from waking me up..
cook 4 me before i went to werk..
prepare my werking things..
sent me out till the doorstep..wave gdbye 2 me..
every sgl dae when his not werking..
how sweet he cn be??
how lucky i am to have a dad lyke him..
i know im reli lucky..
but as day pass by..
as sin comes..
as hurt stab thru the heart..
it just hurt me when i hurt my family..

its coming 2 an end of 2010..
its my dad birthday..
ya-allah,panjangkan umur ayahku..
murahkan rezeki nya..
berilah kesenangan..
dan smoge perjalanan hidup nya akan sentiasa bermakna..
amin..

a father....
who take care of me when im sick..
who brought me up lyke a small kid even im alredi werking..
who pampered me even he is upset..
who tolerate my attitude even he does not lyke it..
who heat up water for me to bath every sgl day of my skulling lyfe without fail..
who put my pocket money on my desk every sgl day..
who beats me up whem i do wrong..
who corrected my mistakes when i didn't realise..
who cook for me when im craving for something..
who washed n fold my clothings..
who iron my skul uniform early in the morning..
who support me whenver i in nid..
who let me enjoy when the fact he does not allow..

A Father Who Keep His Mouth Shut When His Daughter Is Over Limit Does Not Mean He Does Not Care And Love..
It Means He Want His Daughter To Realise And Learn From The Mistakes Herself..

That Is My Father..
Keeping His Mouth Shut Eventhough I Know Its Over My Limit As A Daughter..
I Realise Dad..
Im Sorry If I Really Deep Inside Has Dissapoint You Ample And Ample Of Times..

How Bad You Are..
How Evil You Are..
Even I Scold You Behind Your Back..
Even I Hate You So Much..
No One Can Replace You..
My Only Father..

Jami'at Bin Tukiran.................

2010-12-15T21:58:00.000-08:00

Heya!
Suddenly I've miss many people ..
Obviously I miss Bff ..
Obviously I miss <3 ..
I miss my pri sch mates ..
Hmm ..
Blogging about pri sch mates ..
Its been years we've been friends ..
They are the great friends I have till now ..
Not missing Hari Raya celebrations every yr since all of us were in pri 6 till now ..
Those come and go friends are still being appreciated by me ..
Those memories ..
Those gatherings ..
Those nights ..
Those quarrels ..
From unmature till mature and some is still unmature I guess ..
><

This is the picture of our Hari Raya Outing this year,2010 ..
Guys,just imagine how fast we grow each year ??
Its going to be end of 2010 ..
That means 6 years we see each other growing ..
Growing becoming older and mature ..
Different kinds of attitude ..
Different kinds of personality ..
Different kinds of thinking ..

And every time we meet up ..
The topics that will always we talk about is the time when we are in pri sch times ..
And there is when we will disturb each other ..
How nerdy we are ..
How sturbbon we are ..
How naughty we are ..
The times we get scolded for not doing homeworks ..
The times when we backstab our own friends ..
The times we get caught for wearing ankle socks ..

How nonsense the picture might be ..

How irritating he is ..

How many "acting cute" pose she like to make ..

I treasure every single gatherings with them ..
They are my bestest friends I have till now ..
Im glad to have a bunch of friends that still treasure this frienship..

Hey friends ..
Thanks for this friendship that you guys still uphold..
I'll treasure you guys like how I treasure a diamond ..

Semoga Allah memberkati diri sekalian semua ..
Semoga sekalian sekeluarga murah rezki ..
Dan hidup aman damai ..
Amin ..
Saya sayang kawan2 semua ..

Dari itu,saya undur diri ..
Selamat malam :)

2010-12-13T23:53:00.000-08:00

Sent <3 to work and I headed to paya lebar to meet bff..
It was really a great time spending with bff..
We went for sing a song at grandlink and ya we book a room..
Just the two of us..
Hmm..sounds wrong?? nahh, don't think negatively people..
So we sang all out espeacially bff because someone is in loveeeee..
:)
Solo,duet songs..
Woohoo~~!
Can we go sing a song date again bff??
I'm addicted..
And we extended till 7pm because bff love arrived to joined us..

I'm sad because <3 is not by my side..
How I wish we set a date again..
Have a double date sing a song session..
Good idea bff??
I want more dates pleaseee..
I have plenty of plans in my mind..
Omg!
When will it be a reality!!
Memories..memories..sweet memories...
Aww!!
Then they sang a duet song..but bff love is so shy till he very paisey to sing..
Haha! bff very bad..
Should encourage more so that your love will sing louder and dont be shy..
When the time is up,we headed to city plaza to have our dinner..
Stomach is full..
Body is aching..
Its drizzling..
So we headed back home by MRT..
Reached destination..me & bff is apart from bff love..
We bus-ed home and...
tadaaaa
Home Sweet Home...
Enjoyyyyyy
:D

2010-12-08T01:18:00.000-08:00

When the sky are dark..
The stars are shinning bright..
Im thinking of you..
The sweet memories of us..
Everything we've gone through..
I'm ready to face it..
I thank God for letting me get to know you..
Even there will be many obstacles..
Im glad........

2010-12-07T00:39:00.000-08:00

smoge berkekalan kwn2!
im reli happy 4 u! *hugs*

~zyrah23~

2010-11-30T22:15:00.000-08:00

Genap setahun aku telah bekerja di Watsons Far East Plaza..
Terasa masa begitu pantas masa berlalu..
Pelbagai kerja pelbagai masalah pelbagai dugaan dan rintangan yg terjadi..
Tapi syukur Alhamdulilah,aku cekalkan hati dan kekal bekerja..
Aku bersyukur mempunyai manager yang penyabar mengajar aku dari mula hingga skg..
Dari tidak mengetahui apa pun hingga mengetahui separuh dari keseluruhan..
Perjalanan amat sukar bagi ku..
Tapi tiap detik ku pelajari dari melihat..
Menggunakan mata dan minda..
Skg,aku juga yg senang..
Senang kerna aku tahu apakah prosedur bila tiba waktu bekerja..
Aku mula mengerti perkataan inisiativ..
Aku mula mengerti perkataan bersabar..
Ini semua bermula di Watsons..
Tempat yg mengajar aku lebih dari apa yg aku inginkan..
Tempat yg membuat aku merasa aku diperlukan..
Aku juga bersyukur kerna dapat menghadiri acara Dinner & Dance untuk kali pertama..
Acara yg tidak pernah aku hadir seumur hidupku..
Acara yg dianjurkan di sebuah hotel di Orchard..
Makanan dan minuman dihidangkan..
Memakai pakaian yg cantik..
Mungkin pada orang di luar anggap itu semua normal..
Tapi bagi ku,ia adalah sesuatu yg amat terindah..
Makan semeja bersama manager dari outlet lain,bergurau senda,ketawa riang..
Melihat pekerja2 lain menari bersama,'mabuk',terpekik terpukau..
Tuhan saja yg tahu betapa 'jakun' nya aku pada hari tersebut..
Inilah peluang yg aku dapat bila berkerja..

Ya Allah,aku berdoa agar aku dapat menempuh segala rintangan yg berlaku..
Cekalkan hati ku dan kuatkan semangat ku agar aku dapat terus bekerja..
Jika Engkau memberi aku rezeki yg lebih,aku menerima dgn seikhlas hatiku..
Aku akan membuat demi keluargaku..
Demi membahagiakan mereka walaupun kami masih mempunyai crisis..
Tunjukkanlah mereka,tunjukkanlah bahwa aku menyayangi mereka..
Aku akan membuat mereka bahagia kembali..
Insya-allah Amin........

2010-11-15T17:26:00.000-08:00

wow...my blog is dead 4 a long tyme i guess...
been bz with werk bestie n special pple around me..

watt cn i say..i love these pple lots...

without them..im just speechless...

christmas is juz round the corner n there's so many things to do @ werk..

stocks coming in as much as mountains n hills...

customers asking stupid Qns without openning their eyes..

discounts here n there...price error plus system did not capture..

ohh well,tatz watt werk is called...

been taking all tiz for the last 11 mnths werking...

im hapi tat i still cn stay on with these job eventhough ththere's so many things tat happened recently..

oh god..please help me go thru everything with an open heart..

wat i want is just 2 earn $$ for my family tatz all i ask 4..im werking is 2 earn $$..

n if there if opportunity 4 me 2 go further more..

insya-allah i will take it sincere from my heart...

im gonna prove it tat at least im SOMETHING..

not onli a troublemaker but a person tat have capability 2 step higher..

amin.

im sori if i never spend my tymes with u lyke we use too..

heyy babe but tat does not mean i left u alone..

im still here 4 u no matter watt..

yeaaa....i miss the tyme we sepnt together last tyme..

laughing out loud in the middle of the road..cracking lame jokes n criticise pple around us...

who cares....tatz watt we r..

n guess watt gal...

ure the onli person tat is veri close to me n i swear i will not any mistakes again..

mistakes tat will ruin our frenship 4 the 2nd tyme...

once is enuf 4 me...

thankiu 4 everything..thanks 4 cheering me up weneva im down....

i love u from the bottom of my heart..

~zyrah23~

2010-10-10T21:13:00.000-07:00

yest mit D in the morning n we proceed 2 the clinic again 2 take the results..

Alhamdulilah everything is normal n i cn c by D's reaction..he is relieve to hear the news..

Im glad too wen i get 2 know the results..

So after taking the result n everything..we went KFC 2 have our lunch..

Eating while talking bout some matters..njOying my tyme with D..

Our next destination is 2 fetch bestie from werk..sO we toOk bus-ed 2 far east..

while waiting 4 bestie..i went shopping with D..

Thankiu so much D 4 thOse things tat u bOught 4 me..

I lOve it..but plz..Once again i said..make sure tatz the last thing u bOught 4 me Ok..

dOnt be sturbOooOoOOon !!

*i mara ni!*
hmmph!

Bestie text-ed ask wer we r n yeaa..

then D,bestie n me wen 2 sit outside f.e.p 2 smokesss...

while waiting 4 bestie fren

we walk n walk n walk suddenly bestie jumpe out of excitement n shouted!!!!

its bcOz beste saw her mamat kfc rider!!!

hahahah

-chet! nk step aner peh sachOk akai shades jek!-

hakkpuikk!

lol so bestie suggest we sat the opp of mamat kfc n his fren..

me n D walked first n sat down n start to smokesss...

n the scenario keep on moving coz i know bestie n the mamat rider is trying veri hard 2 have eye contact..

oh well,its betta 4 me 2 c D face than the mamat face !

plz ehk..im engaged!!

after bestie fren came n collect the notes,bestie suggested 2 -menyekik- @ pastamania..

we -mkn- till we're full n again we sat down outside f.e.p 2 smokes critise youngster there..

fav part tyme job!

6 plus till 8 plus we sat down n critise pple!! imagine tat!!

full of laughter!! n i know D also cnnot take it with bestie behaviour...hahahahah

tatz normal D..more to come soon..

cut it short..lastly,mamat rider purposely came 2 ask us...

rider:ader lighter? gas dh abes

D: gave him the lighter

rider:thanks ehk

the 3 of us smile*

so he walked to n fro n wen lastly he wants 2 BELAH..

he says again..

rider:thanks ehk lighter,name i yan

me:zyrah

D:D's name

bestie:shake hands,smile but no name came out from her mouth

WTH!!

hahahaha

too excited liao!!

cut it short..

member went home liao then bestie also wanna head home..

me n D accompany her till busstOp n its me n D tyme..

we heaeded 2 vivo 4 some purposes...

n the cutest part of D was n saw there's fireworks at sentosa area n we walked briskly 2 take a look at it..

awww...its the switest part of him wen he remember wen our first date,there's also fireworks too..

so we walked the whole vivo 2 find shirts 2gether..so yeaaa...tired of walking n its alredi 10 plu i think,we went 2 mac coz im hungry..hehe..bought a small fries n we sat outside vivo n have a conversatiOns..

D drOp my 1 fries!!!

D u owe me 1 fries hOr!!! :)

then about 11 plus we went back home by train...

i juz love the dae wen i spent my tyme with D..it will be full of laughter n cute reactions by D..

lOve lOve lOve..

Insya-allah,we will be spending Our tyme again @ Sentosa...i hOpe we cn make it..

juz cant wait!!

wanna say thanks 2 bestie n D 4 spending ur precious tyme with me..

lOve u guys lOts!

till here then n i'll blog wen i have the tyme..

cya!!

~zyrah23~

2010-09-28T00:09:00.000-07:00

Hey readers!
Its been some times ive updated my blog.
Been busy with work and some personal issue.
As day goes by ive gone through alot of things tat make me thinks.
Im going my own way.
Im doing my own way.
I want to grow up learnning every single things by myself.
It's time for me to take care of myself and not depending on others.
Whatever comes,I'll go through with an open heart.
And as the days goes by,Im looking forward to a brighter life.

Insya-Allah

Setiap manusia punya perasaan..
Marah
Benci
Cinta
Kasih
Cemburu
Iri hati dan pelbagai lagi.
Setiap perasaan punya sebab disebaliknya.
Apa yang kita sering lakukan jika kita marah?
-maki hamun
-gaduh
-menuduh
dan sbgnya.
Apa pula yang sering kita lakukan jika kita Kasih?
-senyum
-gembira
-ceria
dan sbgnya.
Renungkanlah dua riaksi dan perasaan.
Mungkin ramai yang mahukan hidup sentiasa senyum,gembira dan ceria.
Ya,hanya segelintir manusia yang sentiasa merasakan sedemikian tiap hari..
Yang lain?
Selalu merasa mara dan akan menggunakan kata-kata kesat dan mula bergaduh.
Kerna,mereka kurang yakin pada diri sendiri dan mereka sebenarnya merasa sunyi.
Mereka stress,masalah keluarga atau kerja,bosan dan lain.
Ini yang membuatkan mereka berfikir tidak tentu arah.
Ataupun 'darah mengalir masih panas'

Tenangkan fikiran jika anda tahu anda akan 'menyirap darah'
Fikirkan sesuatu yang manis telah anda lalui.
Berdoa Pada-Nya.
Insya-Allah.
Semuanya akan kembali tenang.
Amin.

Dari itu ku ingin meminta izin untuk berundur dari sini.Sekian Selamat Malam dan Mimpi indah.
:D

~zyrah23~

2010-09-07T01:53:00.000-07:00

three things ive done at werk..
but b4 tat i should said tat its actually wasting my tyme but its ouhkies...
*money rolling in...~grinning*
yeaaa so firstly doing clearing the stocks..
it was reli a vaeri fast game..
everyone was lyke doing their own stuff n displaying the stock...
dh mcm kt songkah u know..
tatz the first part of my werking hrs..
2nd is...
kak rin said she ngidam 2 eat pastamania spagetthi...
*yes i admit both of us never puase 2dae*
so we actually toOk our own swit tyme went 2 the pasta n loOk at the menu..
thinking n thinking n thinking..
hell yeaa! get 2 ate pasta after soOoOo DAMN lOng since i ate PASTA!!!
YUMYUM!! :D
we tapao n back 2 store 2 ~menyekik~
3rdly bout 7 plus till closing...
the three pple which is me,kak rin & hai xia juz shake leg doing nothing..
hahahahahahahah....
imagine tat!!! management n staff cn sit on the floOr near 2 the entrance toking n laughing lOudly...???
wat a bad example... me & kak rin ~sempat~ chill infront of our store door eating the ~kropok~ Lays
hai xia standing at the cashier daydreaming...
we do our own bisnes n we do not touch any of the stocks...i swear we r wasting our damn tyme..
malay pple say..*mkn gaji bute*
tatz it...doing nothing till closing n 2dae me n kak rin do closing reli slow...
coz both of us tired of laughing....
blablabla..straight off 2 home swit home......
randomly!!! my setupid blog.....
hahahah...wanna otp nw...so babes n dudes..gd nyte!!!

~zyrah23~

2010-09-04T01:50:00.000-07:00

well....werk has been tiring tiz few daes...
stock has been increasing dae by dae...
everything seems to change..
not to sure wat the reason is but i know its not lyke before..
wanna thank god for giving me this challenge...
i will go thru it with an open heart..

dont blame me if im totally rude..
bcoz u urself dont give me the chance to prove tat i wanna change...
i dont care if u wanna say bad bout me bcoz...
my heart is totally close for u..
wat i mean by tat is,i follow my way n i dont want u to interfere my lyfe...
tats it..

i've given u my last decision..u lyke it or not,tats not my problem..
dont ever kol to ask wer am i..
dont ever bother to know wat tyme im coming home..
dont ever bother to ask if im werking or not..
n dont ever bother ask wat shift im werking..
IT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE...
telling the truth or telling lies,u still keep on asking around if im telling u the truth..
so watz the point...
i rather lie to u all the way if i want..
but i still cn control my anger towards u...

i juz dont understand wat u want from me..
yes i cn follow wateva u want..
but for heaven sake,give me some space...
i nid my own space...i cant alwaes be listening to u 24 hrs..
come on....lets play tiz game fair n square..
i listen to u n MAKE SURE u listen to me...
n plz trust my werds juz for 1 dae..
1 dae is all i nid....
dont think tat by the way u treat me,im gonna change..
ure TOTALLY WRONG..

u know me for the whole 18 yrs of my lyfe...
u know i cried wen u reli pissed off with me..
u know i will listen to u after i knew i was wrong..
i still cried...bcoz my heart still think n respect u..
im weak...im still concern..im still scared...
dont till 1 dae,u dont see me cry wen u scold me,,
i dont bother wen u ask me question..
i dont bother 2 pick up ur calls,reply their msges..
dont bother to come back early...
n wen all tat happens...
tat means i DONT FUCKING CARE bout u anymore..
wat i do is none of ur fucking bisnes....
so yeaaa...get tiz ryte in ur mind...

dont think tat i cant read ur mind...
dont think tat im stupid..
dont think tat u cn step on my head..
dont think tat im blind..
coz i know my instict will alwaes be ryte..............

*smoge tuhan beri aku pertunjuk menghadapi masalah ini dgn tenang..amin*

~zyrah23~

2010-08-26T01:11:00.000-07:00

sori guys been some tyme i've not update..
i'll post bout watt happened on the 23rd aug aite..
but b4 tat..
I WOULD LYKE 2 SAY A BIG2 THANKIU 2 THOSE WHO WISHED ME ON MY BDAE!!
MILLION THANKS THOSE WHO WISHED ME THRU HP,FACEBOOK,TAGGED,MSN..
ur wishes juz put a smile on my face throughout tat dae..
MUACKKKKSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

next plan on tat dae is 2 breakfast with xmfps..
yup those who said cn make it turn up except 4 one person..
as usual kaki paitao..reason.."werking"
well,its ok brader..i understand..
met bestie n fi at amk mrt first then follow up by irfan..
hafiz n reihan were alredi at har yassin 2 book the place..thanks 4 coming early..
yeaa..we breakfast 2gether..its our first tyme...insya-allah next yr we will do it again..
so after finished eating..smoke first b4 we start walking around the bazaar..
actually we're juz walking thru all the bazaar n not reli stop n take a look at the baju..
so i sound bestie..
"limit2 nanti kite gi tempat laen lepak.."
then bestie sound the rest..
"ehk,nk gi tempat laen lepak?"
so everyone juz walk thru n headed 2 a blok near geyalng n eunos side..
yeaaa...everyone took out n start smoking...
all the way..many stories from personal Qns..admire..planning 4 raye..n ghost stories..
dont know which jin open the topik n the rest kept on toking n toking n toking..
ghost...ghost...ghost...
bestie get scared by reihan many tymes..hahaha...
yup we do laugh Out reli lOud but not till the whole blok cn hear laaa..
we're still considerate pple ok..
so while toking bout ghost..irfan n bestie smoking..reihan were toking..hafiz n fi were listenning..
n i wanted 2 light a stick...
SUDDENLY..................
SUDDENLY............................
"im polis,cn i have ur IC"
n bestie dropped her cigg n gave a stone face...hahahaha...
everyone gave a DECENT face..in my heart i wanted 2 laugh..
so,reihan n irfan get away coz legal alredi mahh..
then berok sound fi..n fi said his not smoking..hahahah
bestie kena sound by berok sacasticly...damn sia!
berok: "r u smoker?"
bestie: "ya"
berok: "18 alredi?"
bestie: "ah no"
berok: "u should be ashame of urself..underage n in tiz kind of attire cn smoke?"
psst~fyi,bestie was wearing tudong...hahahahahahahahah
bestie: "err"
berok: "bcoz of u ah,i stop n check on u guys u know..bcoz u're in tiz attire..
besti: "*smilling*
n the rest of us were lyke "scolding" bestie...hahaha..pity her..
conversation stop...
berok: "hafiz?"
hafiz: "yes?"
berok: "smoker?"
hafiz: "*nod his head*"
berok: "cnnot tahan few more daes huh?"
hafiz: "*smilling away*"
berok: how? saman u ah?"
hafiz: "give chance arh*smilling*"
conversation stop...
berok: "siti?"
me: "ya?"
berok: " lucky dae arh..2dae alredi legal"
me: *smilling"
berok: "so bdae gal,how? u want me 2 saman them or give a chance?"
me: "dont know..*repeat mode*"
conversation stop...
n the nonsense convo kept going on...
on n on n on...
n bla bla bla...
guess watt???
saman or chance???
yeaa,hafiz n bestie get another chance..
lucky them..hahaha...thank god..
n b4 the berok walked off...one of the officer told me 2 gave me contact num..
idk y so i juz gave it 2 them..
n they wished me hapi bdae b4 they left..
LOL!
thankiu so much la ehk..
there goes the story
my bdae..something funny n happening happened..
thanks 2 xmfps who make my dae...
iloveuguyslots!!!
tatz all la k...short post onli..tired...
but seriously i njoy my dae even onli half of the dae spend tyme with them..
thanks guys...
lOve from me 2 u guys...
MUACKKKKSSSS!!!!!!!!!!
take care everyOne!! =)

~zyrah23~

2010-08-14T14:46:00.000-07:00

currently nw watching NDP encore at tv while surfing the net..
later on going amkhub with mama n maybe cik ros..
then buka at kak fizah's kedai...yum2! so long never eat western..hahaha
*chet! puase2 bbual psl mkn*
yeaa...i start toking 2 mama alredi coz im tired of fyting...
bln baek,tk bagos fyte2..hahahaha...
actually there's nothing 4 me 2 blog..
hahaha..
will blog again at nyte alryte...
tc everyone..

~zyrah23~

2010-08-14T08:11:00.000-07:00

hey frens n enemies!!

im back with a proper post..hmm...i guess..

hahaha

juz wondering y my font cant be change..

r u testing me blogger..

nvming..i wont make it a big issue..

2dae is my off dae..i veri the guai2 siit at home..

but i went out in the evening with mama..

coz yest i ask if she wanna go n buy the beg tat she wants all tiz while..

so yeaa...my plan is juz 2 go central with her 2 buy the beg n go home..

but mama told me tat cik ros gonna came down amk 2 met us..

n they alredi have another plan tat is -berbuka- @ kak fizah's mkn shop..

reached there bout 6 plus i guess..then sat down..

n i think....think.....think...think wat 2 eat...

wanna eat mee or rice...mee or rice...

end up i eat -mee bandung- ...

frankly i never eat tat b4..hahaha..

while waiting 4 the tyme,i surf the net 4 awhile...still have tyme upload pics..chat at msn..

hahaha...

then blablabla...uncle mike came n join us..

who is uncle mike? his my aunt's husband...hahaha

so as per normal,if oldies2 alredi met up...confirm story telling ryte???

they open up a topic which is reli interesting n some of it i felt abit -terase-

hahaha...citots!

all the histories of my dad..uncle mike..n cik rafi...

all the stories bout the oldies2 during my dad's tyme reli havoc n daring...

the drinking..rioting..fyting..smoking..robbing..tattooing..n much more...

cant believe tats in the 3 guys blood wen they r teenagers..

n nw i know...i respect them...but i veri the -pantang- if they intrude my privacy..

tatz all i have 2 say...

i respect u n u HAVE to respect me too..

FAIR n SQUARE....

i will do anything 4 the sake of myself..................

~zyrah23~

2010-08-07T13:06:00.000-07:00

kehidupan seharian seperti biasa yg aku lalui..

kehidupan bekerja..kehidupan bersama teman..kehidupan bersama keluarga..kehidupan bersama org yg dikasihi..

apakah makna jika sesebuah keluarga tidak seperti apa yg kita sangkakan?

bererti,bertengkah kerna perkara kecik? tidak punya kepercayaan antara satu sama lain?

tiada hormat..tiada priversi..tiada kebebasan..tiada senda gurau gelak ketawe seperti dulu kala..tiada kata2 prangsang..tiada sifat mengambil berat dan sbg nya..

apakah kita mahu hidup bersama keluarga sedemikian? pasti tidak..

siapa mahu??

hidup ku ini seperti apa yg telah ku terangkan..mungkin ini hanya sementara..mungkin Tuhan menguji aku..

aku trima jika ini adalah kehendak-Nya..

tapi Ya-Allah,ujian yg kau beri pada ku ini tidak lagi dapat ku tangani...

terasa diri ini buntu untuk melakukan apa-apa...

beberapa hari lagi tiba masa untuk umat islam menyambut bulan Ramadhan..

tenangkan jiwa dan minda ku supaya ku dapat berfikiran dgn waras..

smoga keluarga ku ini dpt trima ku seada nya...Insya-Allah...

Amin......................................

mungkin apa yg engkau mahu aku lakukan,aku akan turutkan..

tetapi aku juga manusia biasa yg punya rasa penat..

dimanakah tanggunjawab sbg org kuat di situ?

kau cuma bergurau jika yg lain bersama ku..

tetapi kenape tidak jika hanya kita berdua saja??

mungkin kau belum mengenali diriku ini..

mungkin kau fikir aku tidak brani menjawab semula..

mungin kau fikir aku boleh diperguna-gunakan..

tapi kau silap..jgn terlalu confident pada diri sendiri..

jgn sampai tiba waktu nya aku bermain dgn permainan...

dan jika ia berlaku,mungkin,aku akan dipindahkan...

ataupun kau yg akan disoal dan dipindahkan..

maaf kalau kau rasa aku keterlaluan,aku tidak punya pilihan lain..

aku akan bermain bersama jika aku rasa sikap kau itu sudah melampau..

walaupun kau punya pangkat,tapi bagi ku..kau juga seperti ku..

tiada beza walaupun pangkat setinggi langit tapi sikap tiada bertanggungjawab..

pangkat hanya sementara pada diri mu...siapa tahu ajal maut di tgn Tuhan..

tidak mungkin kau akan bawa pangkat mu bersama mu selama-selamanya..

jgn angkuh kerna pangkat,kerna dgn sikap mu itu,kau tidak akan sedar bahwa ramai yg membenci mu...

termasuk diri ku ini...

semua org perlukan persahabatan..

persahabatan untuk kongsi susah senang..gembira duka..pahit manis..

Tuhan telah memberi ku seseorg untuk menjadi teman hidup ku ini..

teman yg aku boleh menjadi kan tempat bergantung..

hanya diri nya yg dpt menerima ku kembali..

persahabatan yg amat bermakna bagi diriku..

walaupun pernah kita putus kan hubungan suatu tika dulu...

mengalir airmata..terasa kehilangan sesuatu yg amat berharga..dan terutama,terasa kesunyian..

kesunyian kerna tiada senda gurau mu..tiada gelak tawa mu..tiada teman untuk bercerita..

dan tiada teman untuk mengadu nasib...

ingin ku ucapkan trima kasih kerna kau slalu di samping ku saat aku perlukan...

trima kasih kerna kau trima aku seadanya..

trima kasih kerna memberi ku peluang untuk mengubah sikap ku yg mungkin menyakiti hatimu..

dan trima kasih kerna menghargai persahabatan ini....

*walaupun aku tidak menyatakan,tapi hati dan gerak geri ku telah menyampaikan*

Persahabatan Bersama Kasmimi Bte Kasim Selama 7 tahun Akan Ku Hargai...

Sekian Dari Temanmu,Siti Jazyrah Bte Jami'at....

2010-07-22T20:47:00.000-07:00

currently at Ofis...
sitting 1 cOrner playing lappy...
1 guy tOking bOut agama..
hahaha..
i feel hOt...wth?!
hahahha...bulu telinge berdiri siOts!!
sial kan aku..

hmm...aku tkleh lupe kan reactiOn bestie semlm..
hahahah...HYPER!!!!
actually i gOt nOthing 2 blOg bOut tatz y...
haizzz....i miss bestie...i miss kak rin..
i misss....
i missss......
i missssssssss.....

i miss everyOne!!! dO u guys misss me????

hahaha!!!
*jgn prasan ks zyrah??*
Ok2..i wOnt prasan anymOre..
kimak!!! pOst paling MERPEK siOl!!!
btw at werk juz nw reli damn SEJUKKK!!!
wear jacket..me & kak rrin dh betOl2 mcm twins..
hahaha...
"ehk! i ingat i bbual ngan rin tadi.."
hahah cOnfident siOl asm tadi...cian cik zara aku...

wen wanna gO jOgging mitch?!?!?

i feel my bOdy grOwing fatter n FATTERRRR!!!!

i seriOusly feel tat im much mOre fatter than last tyme...

nid 2 exercise liaO laaa.....jia yu!!! jia yu!!

zyrah cn dO it!!!

yeaaa!!!!

2010-07-22T00:41:00.000-07:00

heyyyy!!!
sOme1 up there wearing shades with pink black dress turn On wen suddenly Aliff Aziz came Out frOm a dOor at Orchard undertunnel..
"kau tau mcm edward cullen(izit cOrrect the name??) kluar................"
n i was lyke laughing...mengucap byk2..ishk3!
finished werk then nO plan mit up with bestie n her 2 skul frens..
tidak dirancang....
sat dOwn Outside FEP n smOkesssssssssss.....
then back hOme..
jOgging cancel.. :(
*psst:Z aku nyer leh?? kau amek H..*

nw im dOwn with bad bad bad flu!!! OMG!!!
i dOwan 2 be sick again..dear GOD,plz let me recOver as soOn as i wake up later mOrning..
gOing Ofis 2mOrO...update ya again....
gd nyte n gd mOrning everyOne..
cya wen i cya..
dO take drugs..

~zyrah23~

2010-07-19T16:28:00.000-07:00

I HAVE MY OWN INT LIAO!!!!

BUT ITS ONLI 4 1 MNTH!!!

CIK YAYA LEND ME HER INT N SHE WILL BE THE 1 PAYING!!! HAHAHAHAHAH

BACK2..

tatz my belOved sup at werk..she's my kakak aka kaki gerek ku

its On her tunang dae..its been 1 mnth alredi if im nOt wrOng..

smOge akak berkekalan aites..lOveee u sO much...i'll blOg again..

but later On if i gO 2 Ofis..ni dh ader int,cOnfirm jadi sasaran lappy ku...

hahahahah.....

cya wen i cya...TAKE CARE everyOne!!!!!

*psst! i fOllOwed mama gO pasar 2 but barang2 dapOr..hahahah..unbelievable zyrah...but its fun cOz cn c all the muke baciin2..hahahah.. n mama have ALOT ALOT ALOT Of fans at pasar..almOst the whOle pasar knew mama..BAEK KEPE?!?!?!?! .hahahahaha....*

want 2 bath n Off 2 werk liaO...

~zyrah23~

2010-07-12T00:18:00.000-07:00

Ouhkies!
met bestie again juz nw..we prOceed 2 geylang 2 find my D&D dress...
hahahaha
we walked 2wards city plaza n i was lyke telling bestie..
"eh,ader Org jOget lagu dangdut"
bestie: "ni nk kene kluar kan ipOd ni"
n she toOk Out her ipOd 2 recOrd it...
sO saw sOme indOn Or filipin LADIES bergOyang-ing with sOme b-a-n-g-l-a...
hahahaha...aku sO bad..
the b-a-n-g-l-a reli grinding with the LADIES..
OMG!!! its lyke an Open shOw kt tepi jln raye..
n i was lyke keep On repeating..
"tkleh angkat siOls!!!!"
kimak! it was reli tkleh angkat sia 2 see tat situatiOn...
sOme b-a-n-g-l-a reli is in the mOod Of "Feel"
u knOw...ffffeeeeeelllllll....hahahaha
with the mimik face,the hand gesture,the bOntOts gOyang-ing...
i feel lyke vOmiting...
sO next up we went rOund the city plaza..bla bla bla...first chOice 50 bucks but nOt reli suits me..
sO 2nd chOice 60 bucks after discOunt..nOt bad..simple..
thanks 2 bestie cOz she chOose 4 me which is nicer..
makaseh...sO we prOceed 2 hj yassin 2 nyekik...tOk bOut werk lyfe again...
blanja bestie nyekik..sO we ate till we r full...she had nasi pattaya while i ate mee kuah..but tk abes..
so tOok bus 2 amk back..survey 4 my wireless thingy..then rOund2 central as usual..
there's 1 part wer we bOth laugh lyke hell..i 4get liaO bOut watt..hahaha
bestie reli veri bad..then gOing 2 be 9pm we headed back hOme cOz TIRED!!!!
*i dOnt knOw y 2dae i keep On bOntOt-ing bestie all the way,i mean fOllOw bestie backside 2 wer she gOing..hahaha...lyke dOg*
Oh! juz remember..
bestie bOught SOMETHING....
hahahaha
if it reli wOrks,then i shall cOnsider..hahahah
let it be Our secret..yeaaaa...
hMmMm..nO Other things 2 blOg...i shall end here..
gd nyte peepz!
dO take drugs ya...hahahaha
bubbyeeeeee!!!!!!

~zyrah23~

2010-07-10T19:15:00.000-07:00

came back arOund 4 plus..
met bestie cOz we r gOing 2 find my D&D dress..
sO bestie said she wanna met her bestie 4 awhile @ central..
sO end up me,bestie,bestie's betsie n One mOre Of her frens met up..
*i knOw its sOunds sO tk phm,nvmind..keep On reading*
then we prOceed 2 lOok 4 my dress..first went 2 central,then amkhub then patah alek amkhub...pusing nyer pusing,aku pale pOn pening..
bestie chOose 4 me the dress..sO we went 2 the hub,there's a dress which reli sibeh pOwer nyer..i lyke the design..sO tried On,it fits me!!!!! n in my mind,i'll get a dress alredi..
but wen i ask bOut the 'pehseh' it was Over my budjet..
my heart pain u knOw..sO sadly we have 2 find anOther shOp..pusing2..bestie's bestie met the Other fren @ s-11 play pOol first..end up,me n bestie went 2 the pOol place n we hack care bOut my dress...hahaha..sO 2mOrO im On my AL..sO gOnna find again at Other places with bestie again..
*sOri geng,psl aku kite pusing2 tapi tk dpt jugak baju*

bestie misses me..hahahah...
rindu..rindu serindu rindu nyaaaaa.....
swit pe kau rindu aku..hahah..
been spending tyme with bestie lyke Old tymes..
sibeh pOwer..few daes back,went sarapan with her @ mac..
4 the FIRST TYME in Our frenship..early in the mOrning gO breakfast..
*next tyme breakfast lagi,kite gi geylang..hahahaha*

kdg2 Org tkleh jage kain sendiri,nk jage kain Org laen..
bkn aku nk ckp aper,tapi kalau kau hapi dgn hidOp kau skg..
asl nk kpO2 tau psl hidOp aku by bace aku nyer blOg ehk??
dgn senang kau leh dpt adeq angkat aru,asl kau maseh nk tanyer psl aku ehk??
aku dh trOs terang ngan kau yg aku ngan idOp aku,kau ngan idOp kau,tapi asl kau explain hal sebenar kt kakak aku mcm smue yg terjadi tuh salah aku ehk??
asl ehk??
tkkan dh brape thn knl aku kau tk tau prangai baek burOk aku??
skali lagi aku nk ingat kan kau jek..maklOmlah..sibOk ngan perlajaran kan..
ni antare aku,kau ngan dier..
sO kalau akak aku terserempak ngan dier kt luar ke aper,tkkan tk tau nk tegOr even dari jaOh dh nmpk??
"Ohh mungkin dier tk nmpk sgt"
"kalau nmpk dier kt luar,tegOr lah dier"
kimek! kau pk akak aku free sgt pe nk tegOr dier..
dier dh tau crite psl aku ngan mimi dulu gadOh pe..
dier tau pe aku maki hamun mimi dulu,betape benci nyer aku kt mimi..
tkkan dier tktau aku ader attitude prOblem??
aku ngaku aku ader ATTITUDE PROBLEM..
but accept me 4 whO am i arh..baek burOk slenge baciin kental feneh aku smue mimi dh tau..sO? kite baek alek pOn sebab kite hargai frenship kite..aku blaja 2 give n take..
kalau psl hal kecik aku bbual blakang psl dier,dier tk hapi..
nk musuh ngan aku..aku tk psl..
1 jek aku nk tanyer..dier tk penah ke bbual blakang psl Org laen..
jgn ckp slalu..tkkan SKALI pOn tk penah..mustahil2..
Org ckp jgn derhake kt mak..aku aper kesah..sdg kan mak aku sendiri kdg2 bbual blakang psl aku..tkkan lah skali pOn tk penah kan..amacam geng??
aku tknk panjang2 kan crite..kalau lah aku terserempak dier kt luar..
jgn takOt,aku lah yg akan TEGOR dier dulu..dari jaOh aku dh pekik kuat2 name dier..bleh tk? :D
sO tatz tat la k babe..
sO pade saper2 yg nk tau aku blOg psl saper..
akan aku trOs terang..tkyah nk cOver2 line lagi..
idOp mesti trOs terang..ader pilihan..tkleh take it ngan prangai aku..senang jek..jgn berkwn ngan aku..
sO pade RAIMY & SUTINAH..renungkanlah karangan aku ni ye..
kalau nk panjang2 kan lagi crite,msg jek aku kt fb atau msn..cOnfirm2 aku akan layan kan kOrg ngan ikhlas ati ku..

"akak terpakse lepaskan abg kau sebab akak rase zyrah suke kan abg"
sOmething lyke tat lah ehkk the sentence..
well...my cOmment is,ure hinting tat aku menggatal ataupOn kau nk Org simpati kt kau?? cermin mukeeeeee lu gal....hahahahahaha
aku tau limit aku! aku tk kemarOk 2 keep On tOking bOut the guy Over n Over again!
im gOnna end my cOmpOsitiOn by telling u guys la yeee...
MREPEKKKKK TAK LAYANNNNNNN SIOTSSSSS!!!!

~zyrah23~

2010-07-06T00:58:00.000-07:00

HEY FRENS!
GIVE ME BoUT A WK PLUS N I SHALL GET BACK 2 U GUYS AITES..
IM SLOW N IM STILL LEARNING...
TIZ LAPPY IS GETTING MY NERVES UPSTAIRS...
*SOTONG*
BTW,IVE KAK RIN ENGAGEMENT PIC..
WILL UPLOAD SOON!!!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:s
cya wen i cya...

~zyrah23~

2010-06-28T03:24:00.000-07:00

Is hapi 4 my supervisOr!!!
cOunting dOwn...2nd july plz cOme fast..
hahahaha
i knOw kak Rin is getting nervOus lyke hell!!!
"akak ader siket darah gemuruh la deq!"
hahaha...
yeaa...my supervisOr aka my akak at werk gOnna masOk cincin On the 2nd..
im sOoOoO hapi 4 her..hOpe everything gOnna be Ouhk...insya-allah!
i'll take a pic Of her soOn..but nOt On the 2nd cOz i cant attend..
im werking!!! :(
akak! adeq dOa akak hapi2 slalu ngan abg jebat...hahahaha...
i lOve u sista!! *hugs*

i guess i nid 2 gO bed nw...its alredi 3.20am...
cya wen i cya..gd nyte n gd mOrning mambang & kumbang!!!!

~zyrah23~

2010-06-20T21:41:00.000-07:00

Firstly im sOri if my pOst gOnna sOunds abit FENEH..
i juz cant bear 2 let it Out here but im sOri i have 2...
u knOw tat ur mum cares bOut u mOre than ur Other siblings..
but u juz take tiz advantages in silence..
u hurt her DAMN deeply inside..n i cn feel hOw she felt thru her eyes..
she put the trust On u..u made a mistakes yet she 4give n make the first mOve 2 tOk 2 u nicely..n watt did she get frOm u??
u shOuted at her...u DARE her..she's crying every nyte since tat dae..
she cried till her eyes is swOllen...dO u care?? ur "WORLD" Outside is mOre impOrtant than ur Own mum izit?!
ur "CLIENT" is mOre impOrtant?! u knOw watt sis??
FUCK UR REASON! I JUZ DONT BELIEVE A SINGLE WERD FROM U!

kau tau nk mara aku..kau tau nk sepak muke aku kt public..kau tau nk kaupeh ngan aku bile aku tk dgr ckp mama tapi kau sedar diri kau siket!! kau aper kurang nyer..PRANGAI SUNDAL!!
lagi terOk dari aku..bkn nk ungkit tapi aku yg tanggung duit umah skg..Org kasi duit tk tau nk jimat! kau pk arh sial!! kau nk sgt mati dlm tgn dier kan..kau cabar mama kan..cube kau cabar lagi skali depan Org tue lelaki tuh..MAU BRANI MAU YAKIN MAU CONFIDENT ARH BINAWE!! nanti dh kene jgn nk merayu tau sundal!! dh tau mama syg kan kau lebeh even kau alek lmbt ke aper..dier tetap bbual baek ngan kau...kau ader pk tuh smue pe?? Otak mati pe?! slagi kau tk terlantar kt ICU slagi tuh kau tkkan serik arh pOmpan...kau nk kaupehkaubu ngan aku,aku tk psl arh sial tapi jgn ngan Org tue kau sendiri!! aku tau aku mmg dajal dulu tapi kimak aku at least tau limit aku sampai aner tapi kau??? aku malu siOl nk jejak tempat keje kau..kau tau tk aper maksOd MALU??? kalau kau sendiri tkder sen untOk untOk diri sendiri mcm aner kau nk bayar sen Org??? aper? next step aper?? tailOng??? mau brani je arh kau maen api..! last arh siOl aku bagi kau chance..ni kali kalau kau betOl2 hancOr kan lagi ati Org tue tuh..kt tempat keje jugak aku malu kan kau alek depan staffs2 kau smue..nk tknk kau jgn buat aku ilang sabar ngan kau sudah!
Org diam2 kau pijak kepale! dlm diam prangai ANJING!!
PRANGAI JGN MCM POMPAN SUNDALAN ARH MUSIBAT AGONG!!! CILAKE PEH SUNDAL!!

2010-06-16T23:07:00.000-07:00

*edited by ex aOkinawa*
hOw i wish i have sOme1 whO cn reli be my shadOw Of lyfe?

ya i mean beside bestie..

sOme1 whO laugh wen i laugh..

sOme1 whO cry wen i cry..

sOme1 whO listen wen i speaks..

sOme1 whO cn be by my side wen i want 2 be pamper..

sOme1 whO cn tOlerate wen i start my nOnsense..

sOme1 whO knOws my character..

sOme1 whO understand my ATTITUDE..

lyke i says..im a gal with an ATTITUDE prOblems..

cant deny tat..be it my guy,ex Or family cant take it..

but there's 1 Of my ex..Hafizh..

his the Only tat cn tOlerate..coOl ryte? hahaha..

bestie has alwaes listen 2 all my nOnsese..

my crap..my prOblems..

werk..fren..my Own..n family prOblems..

she listen eventhOugh she her Ownself having her dark lyfe..

swit Of her..(tkleh puji byk2,nanti susuk jatOh)

but bestie,amOng all..i still cant 4get bOut the mOments u n Fadzil..

frOm A-Z..i will nOt 4get n will never 4get..

kekadang terfikir jugak..y all tiz shit happening 2 me??

Or izit im the One whO creates tiz shit??

maybe?(balasan dari -Nya?)

well,matter Of fact..i erase thOse past bit by bit..

im changing..2 chOices 4 u guys Out there..

changing frOm bad-wOrse Or wOrse-gd??

its depend On hOw u guys treat me..

(saper2 nk maen gile,kOrg jual aku beli..saper yg ikhlas,aku bersyukur..senang jek)

Hmm..thOse bastard..bitch..braders..slut..jerks..

(saper2 terase..lyke i said,its nOn Of my cOncern..)

but watt i knOw..ive 4given ur mistakes but u with ur Own way n im with my Own way..

wen i said its Over tat means its Over..

fullstOp..nO left nO right..nO A nO Z..

i knOw wer i stand..i knOw whO am i..nO nid u 2 talk behind my back..

ive learn n will never repeat my mistake..

we settle face 2 face..

its mOre simple.. :)

GOD is testing me..

~zyrah23~

2010-06-10T04:04:00.000-07:00

alryte,since i've nOthing 2 dO..

i shall pOst lOng2 pOst Ok..understand my eng? if dOnt understand,its Ok..

well..nw spending mOst Of my free tyme with bestie back...

great accOmpany..great jOker..great buddy(nOt buddy meal Ok?)..everything great..

ama..these few daes rOunding the whOle tOwn arOund till exhausted lyke hell..

n i learn 1 new thing,bring a water bOttle alOng sO cn save mOney nO nid buy drinks..(budjet)..

have a tOk with bestie bOut lOts Of things..frOm pri skul stuff till sec till Our present jOb/skul..

nOt 4getting bOut guys..guys..guys..n guys..but we r nOt tat miang 2 tOk bOut it 24/7...

as dae gOes by..my lyfe bcums meaningless..my Otak(brain) keeps thinking bOut mOney..

mOney 2 njOy n mOney 2 suppOrt family..4 my age which is gOing 8 yrs Old(nk step mude jek)..

ahem!!! maybe sOme pple thinks tat werking is juz a play2 jOb 2 dO..(kirekan suke2 ati mak bapak kOrg gitu)..but nOt me..

w/O mOney i cnnOt suppOrt family..w/O mOney i cnnOt pamper myself..w/O mOney i cn gO tingtOng(crazy)..nw..mOney is impOrtant than anything else beside family..

sO nO mOney nO tOk Oks??

well,enuf Of my blablablackship..i knOw u guys r alredy tired reading my nOnsense..

but u have nO chOice but 2 read,whO knOws ur name will appear in my stuuupid pOst..

hahaha...

been knOwing a guy name same as my last2 tyme ex..i shall say H..

i knew him cOincidently thru my sis..nOt nid 2 elabOrate Ok..mah fan leii..

sO far till nw,been miting him twice under his blOk n juz lepak2 Onli..

due 2 his surgery few daes back(ligament tear..kesian deylOh..ishk3!)..H is a nice guy wer he respect me soOoOoO far...Hmmm...ya,we tOld each Other the truth..meaning wat he did b4 n vice versa..im a bad gal but he wayyy 2 bad rather than me...yeaaa..i accept it all cOz we're making frens.. :) enuf Of saying..juz have 2 c hOw tiz frenship gOes On..next up i shall be telling the truth..sO whOeva tat eat cili will taste the spicy aites..(tk phm tuh kOrg peh psl)

i knOw i've been a bad gal since 2006..since the dae i brOke up aOkinawa..yeaa,my ex..

cOz after i brOke with Hafiz 2005,i knew aOkinawa whOm hurts me badly..

ryte after tat i keep On playing arOund with guys..bastard them..scandal here n there..cheat their feelings n sO On..

yaa,im a BITCH..gOt prOblem? ;)

eversince,i dOnt reli trust guy n nOt reli intO rship..

yes u cn say u lOve me but the fact ure nOt..

u cn say im impOrtant persOn 2 u but the fact u kOl wen u want,if nOt u dissapear..

n im lyke a foOl waiting here 4 u..nahh,it wOnt happen anymOre..

u foOl with me Once,i'll foOl with u back twice..yeaa..nO tOk big but the fact..ryte nw...

thinking bOut it all,i knOw im juz wasting my tyme entertainning thOse bastards...with tat..

im deleting all thOse bastards in my lyfe One by One...

acit-the One whO juz make me lyke im everything 2 him but the fact im juz a spare part..(kaki paitao)

vicky-the One who keeps On saying he lOve me n sO On but the fact actiOn speaks lOuder than werds..(kaki paitaO)

haidzir-the One whO cOnfidently tells me tat he will wait 4 me nO matter hOw lOng but the fact his juz desperate 2 have a gal nOt cOz Of he lOve me..

zul-the One whO keeps On tOk cOck with me saying he will respect me if i accept him as his gal but the fact,he dOes nOt respect even i have nOt accept him..(kaki paitao)

arie-the One whO cOme n gO lyke biskOt..nOt sure if he reli seriOus..(kaki paitaO)

hazie-One Of my ex tat nearly get the advantage tat he wants..i have my Own dignity fucker!

shOck?? its juz a small pOrtiOn..One by One i'll get rid..enuf Of foOl,start 2 revenge..

nO mOre scandals..nO mOre yayapapaya..nO mOre sOft hearted..nO mOre tOk cOck..

i've enuf n tatz it..

sO yaaa peeps,tatz my cOnfessiOn..wen i say,i will dO..

{kalau aku dh dendam,aku dendam sampai mati}

care aku,care kasar,kau tk suke,ive gOt nO chOice but 2 say TOO BAD.. :)

tatz it 4 2dae,it gOnna be 4am soOn..wait 4 my next stuuupid pOst ya..

i c star2 abOve me..(fale fening liaO)

peeps,get slip early aites..

adiOus chOw sin chi..*peace bebeh*

~zyrah23~

2010-06-07T23:08:00.000-07:00

Having high fever...
Body shivering but feels hOt...
Vomiting nOn-stOp...
Juz bcOz Of my 2 management,i get it frOm them...
SUX!!!
but im nOt blaming them..dOnt get me wrOng yaaa..
but yet...
my leg still cnnOt stOp walking...
still cn gO wdlands after tranning @ SMU 2 lepak-ing... lol...
peace bebeh...

still planning bOut wed..HmM..
if reli cOnfirm,then i'll fOllOw my syg gO her class..hahaha..
nk feeling bdk MDIS skejap..
i'll text u Ok biOl!! :D
i lap u :p

~zyrah23~

2010-06-01T01:14:00.000-07:00

SISTA LOVE IS BACK..
I'LL TREASURE OUR SECOND CHANCE OF FRENSHIP..
AS TYMES GOES BY WE'LL GROW N KNOW EACH OTHER MUCH BETTA THAN THE FIRST TYME WE BCUM BFF..

DOK,AKU TAU AKU EMO..
BUT AKU NK FRENSHIP KITE KEKAL SAMPAI BILE2,SAME NGAN YG LAEN2..
WATEVA IT IS,APER YG AKU LALUI KAU TAU,N APER YG KAU LALUI AKU TAU..
KAU TAU AKU PENAH BENCI KAU,TATZ GOES SAME 2 U..
WITHOUT THE UPS N DOWNS WE WILL NOT LEARN ANYTHING..RYTE??
TKDER JANTAN KITE TKKAN MATI..KITE TETAP AKAN JADI SISTA KSIOW..
HAHAHA..AKU TAU AKU BLOG MCM AKU NK GONE GITU KAN..
AKU CUME NK DECLARE KT KAU JEK,NOTHING MORE THAN TAT..

STARTING FROM TODAY 01/06/2010,WE WILL BE BFF NO MATTER WAT.
TATZ MY PROMISE 2 U.

~zyrah23~

2010-05-13T23:06:00.000-07:00

Thanks 2 Mimyee W..

cOz she's willing 2 change 4 me my blOgskin..

till nw jazyrah is setupiiiid cOz i still dOnt knOw hOw 2 change..

i ADMIT!

THNAKIU CIK MIMI ! =D

~zyrah23~

2010-05-12T23:11:00.000-07:00

MIMI INVENTED 1 NEW WERD..
MERPEK..
SO EVERYONE,TIZ WILL BE IN THE KAMUS SOON..

MY POST IS SO MERPEK..

HAHAHAHA..SORI EHK CIK MIMI :DD

2010-05-09T01:29:00.000-07:00

I'VE LOST MY RESPECT FOR YOU BRADER!
JUZ COZ OF THEM!
HOW LONG U KNOW ME N HOW LONG U KNOW THEM?
IM DISSAPOINTED BY U..

2010-04-25T03:37:00.000-07:00

diam tk diam nk masOk stengah thn aku keje kt watsOns far east..
well,sO far nO prOblems Occur..Alhamdulilah..
perjalanan hidup same mcm dulu..aku utamekan keje aku..
aku OT samapi mlm sebab dh biase sgt..
mama sampai tanyer aku betOl ke aku OT..hahaha
syukur alhamdulilah skali lagi sebab aku keje di tempat yg jadi umah kedua aku..Amin!

apa erti cinta kalau kita gunakan sebla tgn saje untuk bertepuk..?
yg berjanji sehidup semati menjalani Onak duri kehidupan..?
benarkah kata2 manis yg dilafazkan skg..?
benarkah dia yg akan membimbing kita sampai ke hari tua nanti..?
apakah dia sanggup menanggung segala demi cinta..?

apakah sebenarnya cinta?

hidup aku kini sibuk dgn pekerjaan..

hingga aku tk sedar bahwa aku telah melukai hati naluri seseOrang..

riak wajak yg amat penyabar dan sanggup berdiam diri walaupun aku keterlaluan..

membuat dirinya menunggu panggilanku..

membuat dirinya seperti tiada teman istimewa..

membuat dirinya mencari jawapan mengapa aku tidak seperti dulu..

tidak terfikir diri ini untuk berbuat demikian..

tapi aku sendiri yg terkapai-kapai bila buntu kasih syg seseOrang..

aku malu..

malu untuk memandang wajahnya yg selama ini memberi cinta sepenuhnya padaku..

malu untuk berpimpin tgn dgnnya..

malu untuk mendakap dirinya..

malu untuk mendengar suaranya..

apakah aku yg benar bersalah??

diri ini tidak sanggup melukakan hatimu lagi..

simpanlah tangisanmu itu..

untuk kali ini saja,pergilah dan cari kebahagiaan dirimu..

jgn kau bersedih hati..relakan hatimu mencari insan lain..

yg bOleh membahagiakanmu..yg memahamimu..

dan menyayangimu sepenuh hati..

biarkan ku terus dgn hidup ku seOrang diri..

akan ku bahagiakan hidup ku sendirian..

Sayangku,akan ku mengingati dirimu yg pernah menjadi insan istimewa dlm hidupku..

terima kasih tulus dari hati kecilku ini..

aku redha..

ingatilah aku yg pernah menyayangi dirimu..

Terima kasih,

SHAMSUHAIRI

~zyrah23~

2010-04-15T23:32:00.000-07:00

MY BODY BURNING~~!!

WEN WILL IT HEAL?!

SO FUCK UP WITH IT!

2010-04-14T01:40:00.000-07:00

i lOve mimi back..
lepak with her till nearly midnight..
memOries flash back..fun..laugh reli lOud n nOn stOp..
hahaha! Onli us knOw..
mOre laughter cOming sOon...24th plz cOme fast..cant wait..
i wanna ask tat Qns 2 H!!

2010-02-27T23:49:00.000-08:00

apit is lOve la weyy..
addicted 2 khilaf n mimpi indah!!!
su! lincah cOnvert 2 mp3 fOrmat!
thank kayu!
su,kau je lah yg phm prangai aku..lap u bebeh!

2010-02-21T01:51:00.000-08:00

currently tOking with hairi the mat sOt..
hahaha..
nOthing much 2 blOg..bOred tatz y..
at werk me,dayah n kak rin..
we kekek all the way..hahaha..Onli the 3 Of us knOw watt im blOgging bOut..
kt kedai tk byk Org then kite yg buat memekak..
we tOking bOut the kumbang2..langau2..hahah..
aper entah kak rin membebel psl kumbang2 tu smue..
n tat videO thingy...=)

lOve my werkmates..lagi2 kak rin..hahah
n we gOt new fwen2..stranger fwens..their name is black2 n brOwn2 atau lebeh dikenali sbg hashbrOwn atau rumah perch!!
kla,tk baek aku pagi2 dh bbual psl Org..hahaha...its 1.47am nw n im still tOking On fOn while blOgging...n the persOn inside fOn tk abes2 ngan dier peh emily..
kla..shall blOg wen i feel lyke blOgging...

AKU AKAN BERSUARA JIKA PERLU...

~ZYRAH23~

2010-02-07T23:42:00.000-08:00

nOt 4getting 2 cOngrats BarOnbrOs tat I salute n respect all tiz while..

4 mOre infO,read Berita Harian 07 Feb..

baby will alwaes suppOrting u guys nO matter watt...

even the bad n gd things cOmes..

i will be ur silent fan aite!!

** lOves barOnbrOs!!! **

psst* sOri i Onli have apit n rizal pic..i'll uplOad wen i have the 4 guys 2gether aite..jiwe barOnbrOs!!!

2010-02-07T23:12:00.000-08:00

been cOncentrating On werk..
bOred ryte...werk..hOme..werk..hOme..
diam tk diam dh nk 2 bln aku keje..
alhamdulilah..
gd envirOnment..gd pple..management gerek..hOpe things will stay On lyke this..
family bOnding gOing On well..my brO maybe getting engage soOoOoOon...
hOpe sO...insya-allah!
akak still gOing On with syazrin even sOmetimes ...... *4get bOut it*
me?? hahaha Out Of tOpik..nO nid 2 knOw k...*winks*

my sOn Danish is alredi 1 mnth..shall uplOad his pic soOn ya..
but dOnt knOw wen..hahaha..lazy la 2 uplOad..sO c hOw first la Ok..
suddenly i miss alOt Of pple...i guess its been a lOng tyme i never mit tiz pple..
Or izit cOz i with my Own wOrld till i dOnt have tyme 2 cOntact them?
if tatz the case..i must find tyme 2 mit with them even 4 a while..
miss hanging Out..miss tOking craps..miss disturbing them..miss spend tymes..
wanna knOw whO i miss/thinking ryte at tiz mOment??

-Rachel my ex staff
-Su aka kimikO
-Mimi
-Abg ashiteru
-Abg zOrrO
-Abg HKK
-Abg arwah Traz
-Kak rin my supervisOr
-Deq fiera

sO guys whOever names tat i mentiOned abOve..i shall cOntact u guys ..
n we shall mit up 1 dae aite bUt nOt 4 all my abg cOz due 2 sOme reasOns..
well....tatz tat..i shall end here..
gd nyte guys...miss u guys..byeee!!!

~zyrah23~

2009-11-13T23:40:00.000-08:00

jgn sala phm ye kwn2..tat guy in the pic is nOt my Mr Ryte..

kalau kOrg smue nk tau tulah abg kesayangan aku..Abg Ashiteru..i've knew him bOut 6 yrs back at alamak.com..we've lOst cOntact few yrs back but then we get 2 keep in tOuch again..

Alhamdulilah..A shOrt intrO bOut him,currently his studying @ UK..his fun 2 get along..sO anyOne whO wanna be his fren try 2 gO faceboOk n type rey ashiteru..im sure he dOnt mind making new frens..ryte abg?? =)

besides tat,dekni suke nahh nk step H.E.N.S.E.M. =p

but i cant deny tat he is cOz One Of my fren "lykes" him wen saw his pic at fb..haha..u knOw whO u r..

sO tatz enuf bOut tat guy..next up aite..

im here 2 declare tat im gOnna change 4 the sake Of my family..

dOnt be shOck wen i say tiz cOz sOme1 whO i lOve dearly the past 4 yrs wakes me up..

'i tk sempat nk ucapkan yg hafizh syg mak'

my dear ex lOst lost his mum a week agO..

n wen he tOld me the whOle incident,i cant hOld back my tears..

mungkin pade kOrg aku tkleh make it..but im trying my best 2 make my family hapi..

i've enuf making my mum cries nyte by nyte wOrrying bOut me..i've enuf making my mum gOt beaten up while prOtecting me frOm my father..i've enuf making my siblings gOt screwed up toO cOz Of me..maybe all tiz is juz a lil pieces but 4 me..its nOt..aku dh terlalu byk berdOsa ngan keluarge aku..by cOming hOme straight frOm werk,nOt gOing Out during my Off dae is enuf 2 make my mum hapi..n nw im slOwly cutting dOwn smOking..i've quit but nOt tOtally..i've a few mOre sectiOns 2 gO 2 clear Of thOse arts On my bOdy..im dOing tiz cOz Of my family nO Other reasOns..

Ya-Allah,aku mOhOn tunjukkan lah aku jln yg benar dan jauh kan aku dari segala cObaan..Lindunglah keluarga aku..maafkan segala dOsa ibu bapa aku..hukum lah aku dlm masa terdekat ini supaya aku dpt meluang lebih byk masa di hari kemudian bersama keluarga aku..aku redha..Amin..dari ini,im gOnna say adeq sayang mama ngan ayah..maafkan adeq kalau adeq selame ini menyusahkan mama ngan ayah....

~zyrah23~

2009-10-24T23:04:00.000-07:00

I knOw its my fault.
Yest went 4 lasering @ eastpOint.
Mama & abg accOmpany me.
I dOnt felt anything during the jOurney 2 eastpOint.
As is im gOing jln2 with them.

I've reached.
The nurse tOld me 2 wait 4 the dOkter.
Then the nurse called me 2 put On the cream.
bOut half an hr,the nurse n dOkter bring me 2 1 rm.
I dOnt felt anything as I want 2 get tat thing Over n dOne with ASAP!

"We r gOing 2 start nw"
n within 5 minit,its dOne.
Its nOt reli tat painful but after a few hrs,
i felt the numbness,the stiffness at my neck area.
I've difficulty turning n lifting up my hands.

The pain,the sOund Of laser,the uglyness.
I have 2 accept it all.
After i felt the pain n stiffness.
i tOld myself nO mOre.Once n nO Twice.

Brani Buat Brani Tanggung.
Its nOt watt i've wished 4.
Im dOing tiz cOz Of my parents toO.
Im sOri i've dissapOint my whOle family.
Its nOt a wOnderful mOments Of remOving my tattoo...............................

2009-09-21T14:38:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari raye!
Kepade smue sanak dan saudara!!
wOoO~hOo!!
hahahaha
entah betOl ke tk lyrics tuh..
yeaa!!
its the 2nd dae Of raye n i cn tell u tat aku rase mcm tknk raye pOn ader..
sebab....
nk tau tk sebab aper...
SEBAB DUIT RAYE SEMAKIN KURANG BEB!!!!!
kesiankan la daku..
heheheh
bear with me cOz tis is gOing 2 be a lOng2 pOst aites!

yest went 2 atOk hOuse @ macphersOn..
tiz yr canggih siket,ader kenderaan sendiri..
kenderaan dOnut empire nyer lOri ice bOx..
wakakakaak...
aku,kakak cik yaya & bibik dOk dlm ice bOx while ayah drive,mama,abg n feera dOk kt depan..
bile ayah On je air cOn..
ya-allah! Tuhan saje yg tau betape sejukkkkk sampai menggigil kite kt dlm ice bOx tuh!
sO Our jOurney starts n reached macphersOn..
fuhhh!!
aku blang kOrg2 smue,tiz yr laen daripade laen..kecOh makcik pakcik mak sedare satu2 ngan camera..ader yg amek videO,tk abes2 amek gmbr..
nk tau kenape..
sebab skg smue makpakcik aku dh ader faceboOk acct..
nk uplOad kt fb lak tuh kOnOn..
hahahahah
aku dh malas nk bukak fb,dOrg lak yg skg active fb..
kecOh2..
sO next umah cik piah kt tamp..
kite mkn kueh mkn lauk2..aku sampai dh tkleh jln sebab kekenyangan..dOk bbual2..tgk tv..
tuh pOn skejap jek..akak mkn sambil maen cik yaya nyer lappy..
dh gitu tkpe,ader dier surOh aku angkat kan pinggan abeh cuci skali..
binatang pOn tk mcm dier...
hmph!!
pemalas!
sO satu2 dh dibuai kesedapan,dh kenyang kan..
next umah kak fizah..nk tau saper kak fizah..hahahah
bakal akak ipar ku..insya-allah...
sO Otw gi umah kak fizah kt macphersOn jugak..
aku,akak,cik yaya ngan bibik mengambil kesempatan untuk dibuai mimpi sementare menanti sehingga ke destinasi kami..
lagi skali aku blang...
kesejukkan dOhh!!!!!

bile dh sampai umah kak fizah,satu2 dh tkleh masOk lagi..
smue perOt dh mcm 5 bln ngandung..
tapi tk baek kan Org umah dh pelawa mkn..
cik yaya Org pertame yg sebat dulu sebab nk mkn satay yg sudah dicampur ngan kuah nyer skali..
then satu2 pOn ikOt..
first2 aku tknk mkn sebab dh senak perut ku..
bile cik yaya tunjOk kan aku thumbs up..
aku pOn aper lagi..
ngap skali arh..! betOl2 tk bedek..sedap dOkkk!!! hahahaha...
btw kan,adeq kak fizah yg lelaki same umOr ngan aku pOn leh tahan jugak..
wakakakakakakak!
sO bla bla bla..bbual2..tgk anak aku yg aku serah kan kt kak fizah..
makin gemOk dOrg mcm mak dOrg(aku la tuh)..
hahahah..cik yaya bagi signal sebab dh tkleh tahan..
dh pukOl 10 lebeh kite maseh ader lagi 1 umah nk gi..
cepat2 angkat kaki,masOk ice bOx...tidO lagi...
(mcm babi ehk kite Org ni mkn tido mkn tidO jekk.)

umah cik suli kt pOtOng pasir is Our last hOuse..
feera dh lepak tidO akak ngan rambOt serabai mate stOne..
cik yaya dh stengah landing..mama mate separOh bukak..
waduhh...waduhhh..
smue dh gOne case ni...
sO we make it fast game mkn kueh siket minOm air then we gerak..
antar cik yaya,feera n bibik back at eunOs...aper lagi..aku ngan akak take pOsitiOn abeh tidO arh!!
wakakakak...
reached hOme mandi..
tapi seblOm tuh....kire duit dulu..
hahahaha...aperlah naseb ku..dh bekerje duit pOn makin kurang..
nk tau brape..
hahaha tkyah la ehkk..yg aku leh blang stakat brape ketOl jek..
sedeh siOlll aku!!!!
tapi tkpe..aku trime...
nk lelap kan mate,gOdeh2 hp then trOs saaappppp....gOne case!!!!

Dari itu Saye Jazyrah aka Anjer nk ucapkan Slmt hari raye kepade smue umat Islam di Singapure Maaf zahir dan Batin Tulus dari hati kecilku ini..!!
Sekian Terima Kasih!

~zyrah23~

2009-08-28T02:50:00.000-07:00

well im back again..actually juz a shOrt pOst..
im here juz wanna say a big thankiu 4 thOse whO wished me hapi bdae..
here's a list Of peeps whO wished me..
-hazie ex ku
-acit baronbros
-su kimikO anak ku
-mimi kwn ku
-ariff bakal guy anak ku
-azuin my beylO syg
-syaiwa my dear beylO
-gOdfady bdk alamak
-hafizh ex ku
-wawa & kak liza frOm didifiers
-kim kwn sec skul ku
-cik rOs makcik gerek ku
-my staffs at dOnut empire hg mall
-janna kakak lahabau ku
-syazrin abg ipar ku tOngOng
-aubrey anak manager ku
-mun yeOng & xue yun manager dari pastamania hg mall
all tiz is frOm msg..
thanks alsO 4 thOse whO wishes me @ tagged n facebOok..
Thanks dOnut empire staffs n kakak n syazrin 4 having a small celebratiOn Outside Pasta...
thanks 2 make-up-ing my face with kek..
thanks 4 the perfume frOm syazrin n necklace frOm my staffs..
tat mini celebratiOn reli makes me wanna tear dOwn..
Thanks..Thanks n Thanks sO much!

calObeteh!

~zyrah23~

2009-07-23T10:32:00.000-07:00

Sam

bear with me cOz tiz will be a lOng pOst..

tat guy up there juz went back indOnesia On the 23 July 10am @ airpOrt T2..

me,akak,syazrin,awal,wan qing & su met at hg int @ 8am..

b4 tat me & akak toOk cab dOwn 2 hg int,in the cab akak tOk2 n end up tears rOlling dOwn my cheeks..

went reached waited 4 the rest n we toOk 27..

in the bus all the mOments running in my head n im cOntrOlling my tears..

i dOnt feel lyke sending him Off..cut shOrt..

reached T2,get dOwn n find Sam..sO while he gO check in..we hurry up finish tiz

thingy tat we gOnna gave it 2 him..

tatz the frOnt Of it..behind we wrOte all the msgges..clOse up pic is all at my multiply..sO wen he finished check in..he loOked 4 us Outside..sO tOking writing smOking n nOt 2 4get pasrah-ing all 1 shOt..toOk pics Of them..i stOod bside him n loOked @ him..

Sam: Kata nya ngak bisa dtg? kOk ada di sini?

Me: Ya kerna aku liat kamu buat kali terakhir..

n he stared in my eyes n tat makes my tears rOll dOwn again..wan qing n su cOnsOled me 2 stOp crying..he nid 2 gO in @ 10am..sO we toOk all the pics..n wen its tyme 2 prOceed..we have Our last tOks,wishes,jOkes,pics,hugs...walking 2wards the departure hall makes my heart hurts..n wen we toOk he n his indOn frens a grOup pic..i tOtally breakdOwn..i cant hOld my tears back..su was bside me cOnsOlling me..but she her Ownself breakdOwn toO..i juz feel hurt n lOst 2 c him went back 2 indOnesia..

a guy whO lOve me eventhOugh i break his heart..but nw im here crying n wanting him 2 be by my side..gOing hOme 2gether after werk..have Our smOke break 2gether..i juz miss all thOse mOments.. n wen he said its tyme 4 him 2 gO,1 by 1 hug him n cried..n 4 the first tyme i saw tears in his eyes..

after the guys hug him..i walked 2wards him n hug him 4 the last tyme..n the last kiss On his cheeks..n i lOoked away..

su,wan qing n awal cOnsOle me..Omar tap On my shOulder n tOld me 2 releks n stOp crying..watched him till he walked away frOm the departure hall..me n the rest prOceed sOmewer else after tat..the rest sOme r alredi Ouhk im still thinking n his face his still wOndering in my head..

cutting shOrt again..su fOllOw me hOme 2 change cOz im werking @ 5pm..sO while werking suddenly my hp vibrate..i gOt a kOl frOm sOme weird num..i picked up,n i heard his vOice..n i cried..but i tried my best nOt 2 let him hear..his asking watt im dOing..he tOld me tat he reached hOme safely n his at his living rm with his mum..tOk 4 awhile n he tOld me 2 take care Of myself..he will kOl soOn again..tatz the end Of Sam..tatz the last i heard his vOice..n tat the last i heard him saying zyrah syg..but i hOpe it will nOt be the last kOl frOm him..

i wOuld lyke 2 end tiz blOg by saying big thanks On behalf Of Samuel 4 waking up early in the mOrning 2 sent him Off..

-siti

-awal

-daniel

-su

-syazrin

-mamat

-Omar

-akmal

-wan qing

Salam Sayang Dari:

Zyrah & Samuel Louis

2009-06-30T00:27:00.000-07:00

randOm!
i gOt a cut On my finger during werk wen frying the dOnut..
yeaa..hOw i gOt the cut? its the metal plate tat cut my finger..wen pOlyclinic half way n gget half dae 'Off' ...
hahahahah...
best sgt2 but still my finger is berdenyuting all the way..
sO tahan je lah..1 dae MC lyke nO MC cOz i gO jln2..hehehehe

Samuel..
an indOnesian guy tat i get 2 knOw bOut 4 mnth..
hari ni,genap lagi 3 minggu he will gO back cOz his skul attachment finished 4 6 mnths..
well,i dOnt knOw y but i reli felt the lOst after he wen back..
his reli a sincere guy n i knOw..he never lie 2 me..
watt i lyke bOut him is tat,he never reli scOld me wen he knew tat i 'lie' 2 him..
n i still remember.. 'aku ngak mau kamu bOhOng sama aku,kerna bOhOng itu dOsa..aku ngak mau kamu berdOsa..ngerti?'
yes i understand u sammy..

aku gak tau napa aku rasa sedih skali bila kita ngOmOng

tentang kepulangan kamu nanti..

mmg benar kata kamu,waktu gitu cepat berlalu..

pertemuan di bus stOp tiap kali pulang dari kerja ngak mungkin aku akan

lupa..di situ mula nya hubungan kita..

maafkan aku kerna ada masa aku bOhOng pada mu..aku cume ngak mau kamu cemburu dan sakit hati..tapi yg pasti aku akan merindui kamu sih..

tis is watt i sent 2 him..n wen i ask him will he cOme back?

'ngak perlu khuatir,aku akan buat kejutan untuk mu..aku akan pulang ke singapur dan cari kamu..kamu bOleh kenalkan aku sama anak2 mu..becanda kOk'

hehehe..he lyke 2 disturb me tiz few weeks..idk y..

but his reli cute wen i disturb him saying his gila..

he will eply either 'gila tapi suka' Or 'gila2 sayang kan mbak zyrah'

hahaha..his msg is all the kacau nakal2 type..

i'll pOst his pic if i get i chance 2 take pic with him..

lOok at his eyes..frankly i attracted 2 his eyes..seriOusly..

reli gOnna miss him...hOpefully he will cOme back..

take gd care Of urself aite samuel..

~zyrah23~

2009-06-18T18:47:00.000-07:00

Tiz is Muhammad Haidzir aka fierO..

Well,tiz guy here is my guy fren frOm Pastamania @ hOugang Mall..

Been fren with him n his a nice guy afterall..

His nOt a bad temper,his easy gOing n lOve 2 make jOkes n sOmetymes lame jOkes..hahaha..

I feel cOmfOrtable wen with him cOz we dO talk bOut Our prOblems..

Share n xchange OpiniOns..

AmOng all my frens @ Pasta,his the One whO cn reli sit dOwn with me n talk things Out..He will tell me his prOb with his gf n bla bla bla..i'll be his listening ears..his a guy with a sensitive feelings sOmetymes wen cOmes 2 gals..he give in mOre..suke mengalah kate Org2 mlayu..

There was Once we were talking bOut weight n height...

*tkder tOpic nyer psl nk bbual..hahahah*

he ask me wats my height n weight smue..

n ya i tOld him frankly tat my wt is 60 n my ht is 162..

i tOld him tat im FAT..he say nO..mati2 kate tk..hahaha..

degil peh bdk..

he say im nOt FAT..cume BONCET jek..

i was lyke ehk2 ni bdk..kuang ajar jugak ehk...

starting frOm tat tOpic he kOl me bOncet..thankss ehkk..

Aku lak,nk kene kan dier alek..i kOl him wen he juz wOke up the next dae..

i purpOsely ask him watt his dOing..he said he juz wOke up..

i said 2 him..

me: patOtlahh..

him:patOtlahh aper?

me:patOtlah bau baciin..*laughing*

him:nk kene kan alek nmpk??

me: hahaha..aner ader..betOl tkder..cume mmg betOl bau baciin jek..

n 4 me,starting frOm tat dae i started 2 kOl him baciin..

wateva name we kOl each Other,we knew we were juz playing arOund..

nw his serving NS n we cant get 2 mit alwaes lyke we use 2..

im nO lOnger @ hOugang..his @ bedOk while im at thOmsOn..

sO,i miss u my guy fren..Tc!

~zyrah23~

2009-05-15T15:50:00.000-07:00

first Of all,im saying sOri if my blOg will have lOts Of vulgarities..
sO bear with me..
its the 2nd tyme aku kene tengking depan staff yg laen...
stakat psl aku proOf dOnut byk pOn aku kene tengking?!?!?!!?
end up dOnut smue dh abes seblOm kul 9 jugak kan! ader aper nk jual lagi?
at least kalau cOntinue prOoving ader jugak dOnut nk jual aper?!
ader jugak sales untOk kau sial!!
its lyke ur mOther fucking CB!!!!
kau nk malu kan aku depan staffs kau yg laen aku tk psl tapi stakat psl prOof dOnut lebeh kau nk tinggi2 kan suare kau kt aku>???
sial arh gal,tk masOk akal la siakk..
n the mOst lOst dae i ever had..i suppOse 2 gO 2 Didifiers 1st Anni n i end up juz walked Off frOm the shOp toOk bus headed 2 Kaki Bukit tat side n U-turn back 2 AMK..n i sat dOwn all alOne under the blOk near my place smOking nOn stOp!!
all tiz happenede cOz Of my blOody fucking sister i NEVER gO 2 Didifiers 1st ANNi as i prOmised 2 kak Liza!!!
then i cOntacted my gOdbrO asking wer is he..
he said he with his 'gal' n he said he wOnt mind me jOnning them..
met them at amk park near mrt tat side..smOke all the way n they make me hapi..
abg salleh n his gal turOn skali tapi skejap jek..
aku ingat lepas tuh prOblem kt keje dh settle tadi ptg..
lepas alek aku tk bbual langsOng ngan si sun*al !
prangai puk*mak butO!!
kt umah kau nk maki ke tengking aku tuh kau nyer psl..
sebab kt umah aku adeq kau! tapi kt keje kau as a supervisOr mara2 maki baker kau tat is aku,staff kau jugak bOdOh!!! mane respect kau untOk staff kau gini mcm???
kalau kau leh mara maki aku depan staff laen,caye la ckp aku..staff kau laen pOn tknk respect kau as a supervisOr !!
jgn sampai kali ketige kau tengking aku lagi depan staff laen psl perkare kecik..
tgn staff kau sendiri tat is aku a baker kt tempat keje kau tampar muke kau,kakak aku a supervisOr kt tempat keje..
INGAT LA POMPAN,WALAUPON KAU KAKAK AKU,AKU DH TK HORMAT KT KAU LAGI AFTER WATT HAPPENED...PRANGAI SIALAN MCM KAU TK PERLU DIHORMAT..

2009-05-08T13:57:00.000-07:00

Date:23Aug2008

Location:Esplanade

Time:7pmOnwards till near midnight

Occasion:My 16th bdae

remember tiz details?

u were the One whO plan 4 my bdae Outing..

despite the heavy rain...u n the rest still make it 2 celebrate my bdae at my hOuse b4 prOceeding 2 esplanade..

nO One ever celebrate my bdae lyke the way u dO..the last celebratiOn is wen im pri 5..

juz finished reading ur blOg..

"and i think i miss those days,do you feel the same way too?"

nOpe,i dOnt THINK i miss thOse daes..but im SURE i miss thOse daes..

dO u reli miss thOse daes? after the incident,u delete my url in ur blOg..but i? i still keep urs in mine..i still keep Our pics in my hp..i still keep ur num in my cOntacts..i still have ur prOfile in my faceboOk..

y dO tiz incident have 2 happened in Our frenship?

dO u want us 2 be lyke wen we in pri skul? wer u,me,khairiatun ANTI Nazurah n the gang?

i dOnt want any HATE between us anymOre..

i fOrgive u n ur mistakes..i hOpe u fOrgive me toO..

i still remember wen u,me,irfan were veri2 clOse last tyme..but wen irfan wen his Own way..Onli u n me were left..soOn we find the replacement..reihan..then the same thing happened..each Of them gO their Own way nw..dO we have 2 dO the same? gO On with Our Own way??

wer's the spirit Of "BESTFRIENDFOREVER / BFF"

its been yrs we stick with each Other everywer we gO Or dO,we will alwaes be 2gether...

but nw? i will keep On waiting until the dae we get back 2gether again lyke the way we use toO..

Hanya Satu Yg Aku harap,SmoGe Persahabatan Kite AkAn Terjalin Seperti Dulu Kala....Sahabatmu amat merindui waktu2 Yg pernah Kite Lalui Bersame..

=Mimyee Williams=

~zyrah23~

2009-05-01T08:56:00.000-07:00

currently at cik rOs hOuse at beach rd nw using cik yayah's lappy..
dh lame tk lepak kt sini,rindu lak..
aku,akak,cik yayah Overnyte kt sini..
tadi tgk cOngkak,cik yayah asek pekik je..kekek siOl ngan uncle mike kacau2 lagi..
hahahaha..
dh syiOk tadi lepas mkn,bareng abeh tetidO..uncle mike kejOt surOh mkn...
lepas mandi bareng asap tgk cOngkak..
nw,tgh blur2 dlm gelap maen lappy chaat..hahaha..
pOtek jugak aku ni..besOk alek cOnfirm tidO lagi..
actually gOt nOthing 2 blOg abOut..
sO randOm je la ehk..
missing pples ryte nw..
c the list Of name belOw..kalau ader name kOrg tuh,aku rindu kOrg saat ni lah..kalau tkder besOk mungkin ader...
hehehehe...
jOking je ehk..
here's the list Of pple i miss..
-didifiers & didicazli
-a*i*
-fayyadhah
-baidah
-my beylOs
4 the tyme being,these pple im missing ryte nw..
yg name tkder,besOk2 check ye..aner tau ader name kOrg2...
dhlah,tu je la nk blOg..nk cOncentrate msn-ing..
pOtek aku maen lappy dlm gelap..
2 all..
take care..

~zyrah23~

2009-04-07T13:40:00.000-07:00

IM BACK N I WANNA SAY U MISS U ALL OUT THERE!!!
SORI IF MY BLOGGIE IS DEAD..
HAHAHA..
BEEN BZ WITH WERK N TIZ FEW DAES MY HEAD IS GIVING ME TROUBLE..
WILL RELI UPDATE SOoN LA K...SOON??? HAHAHA..WEN???
I DONT KNOW..
BUT I WILL ONE DAE OUHKIES...

BACK 2 NORMAL N I HOPE IT WILL BE AS IT IS..
WILL TAKE GD CARE N TREASURE TIZ TYME ROUND..
HOPE U GIVE ME THE SAME LOVE LYKE U GIVE UR LOVE ONE..
ITS GREAT WEN I GET 2 LEPAK WITH U N UR BROS WITH KAK CHACHA TAT LATE NYTE..
EVENTHOUGH WE HAVE 2 BE 'NORMAL FRENS/SCANDAL'.. LOOKING 4WARD AGAIN.

LIFE SUX N IT IS..
WERK HOME WERK HOME..TATZ MY ROUTINE NW..
OFF DAE STAY AT HOME OR GO OUT JLN2..TU JE LA SAMPAI NAEK GEMOK AKU..
SO PPLE,IF I NEVER UPDATE,PHM2 JE LA YE...MALAS ATAUPON TKDER BENDE NK UPDATE..
HAHAHAHAHA

ENDING MY BLOG..
8 MNTHS U LEFT ME BUT OUR MEMORIES WILL STILL STICK WITH ME..

~zyrah23~

2009-03-06T23:58:00.000-08:00

met my 2 beylO sweeties On my Off dae..

at least im NOT BORED at hOme!

met at wdlands..syaiwa beylO was frOm skul..n zuin beylO was frOm amk..

hahahah

n sOme1 was late!!! hahahah..

met arOund 5 plus..sO first headed 2 banquet cOz me n syaiwa beylO was HUNGRY!!!

sO talked while eating..talked n talked..
laugh n laugh..hahahaha..n nOt 2 4get..DISTURBING sOme1~~!!!
hahahah

wen back arOund 8 then mit H under the blOk..n bla bla bla..

sO,njOy the pics ya..

Mummy In The Centre & Her Daughters

my beylO kept On laughing bOut tiz 2 pics...

the left-im fading..hahah..right-sOmething between my leg!!!! wth?! hahah

MY SWEETIES BEYLOS~syaiwa beylO&zuin beylO

tats all...njOy myself n i swear i njOy hanging with my beylO!!

loOking 4ward 2 next Outing....

2009-03-04T14:43:00.000-08:00

waited 4 a week plus n at last.....
hmmmm...
isit cOz u get it alredi b4 2dae as we plan??
Or isit u're toO tired??
Or isit...u're scared we dOnt have enuf mOney??
Or....i dOnt knOw...
im sad n i have nOthing 2 say...
im bOred at hOme!!!!
it the first tyme !
i want 2 celebrate with u n spend tyme with u..
but i guess...
4get it..
i understand..im sOri...
sOri if i shOw u my attitude after tiz..
cOz i reli lOoking 4ward 2 tiz dae with u..

~zyrah23~

2009-02-28T00:30:00.000-08:00

hOpe we cn be lyke last tyme..
hanging arOund..
share prOblems..
gO thru ups n dOwns 2gether..
4give 4 all my mistakes..
may u have a safe jOurney...

im missing H sO much laaaaaa cn????
still cOuntingdOwn till next week wed..
im sO lOoking 4ward 2 next week wed..
u knOw watt i mean H..hehehe..
BLUEKK!!!

u have my werds On watt i've prOmised u..
remember tat..
hOld me tight..

2009-02-25T01:36:00.000-08:00

remeber tiz pic,bile dh tkder keje kt hub??

i've read ur pOst..

4give me if my language hurts u..

firstly,i knOw its my fault tat i've actualy shOwn my temper 2wards u..

n yes,tatz my true cOlor actually..

lyke watt i've said 2 my fren..

slagi aku leh tahan aku tahan..

kalau skali kau sial ngan aku,aku janji spulOh kali aku menyundal alek ngan kau..

maybe kau tk penah dgr aku ckp gini during Our frenship..

tapi its partly ur fault..

n its ur first tyme 2 bueh aku byk kali..tu yg buat aku tkleh trime

kau janji aku nk masak kan aku antar kt keje..

aku sanggOp tk bawak duit tunggu kau msg aku..

at least msg me telling tat kau tkleh make it..

kalau kau dh tau kau bz sgt,then dOnt keep On telling me..'Ohh besOk aku janji aku dtg..'

'aku prOmise by the end Of tiz week aku blaja kau'

3 hari berturut2 aku tk bawak duit gi keje tunggu kau dtg..

tapi aper yg aku dpt?

tkder msg tkder kOl..aku msg aru kau ckp kau lupe..kau bz..penat..

dlm dunie ni,tkder Org yg tk penat..

n again u PROMISE 2 accOmpany me 2 buy my beg..

yet empty prOmise i get back..

aku tau kau penat psl skOla..alek lmbt..ader cOmmOn test smue..

tapi kau patOt tau pe kan if On tat dae kau leh make it ke tk..

kalau kau rase kau tkleh,then tkmO janji..

n kalau psl duit,kau nk pinjam dari aku,aku leh pinjam kan..kau nk tipu aku ke aper ke aku tk psl,tapi jgn sampai lupe nk bayar..aku senyap kau pOn senyap kan diri psl duit..

tiz is the dae wer i wOnt 4get..thanks 2 u 4 celebrating my bdae..swit memOries

kau tau aku rindu nk jumpe kau..rindu nk bbual mepek ngan kau..

kau tau kite dh tk dpt lepak2 mcm dulu since kau dh start skOla..

i dO make it an effOrt 2 mit u up after ur skul On my Off daes eventhOugh im tired..

nk banding kan kau nyer skOla,its nOt tat really tired if u wanna cOmpare my werking hrs..

u have ur parents 2 suppOrt u giving u mOney..

as 4 me,nw im nOt skulling..aku kene cari duit sendiri tanggung idOp aku..

n nw aku kene blaja save duit bayar duit umah..

its nOt easy..

pk dari situ je lah..

kau ingat aku suke bile akak angkat aku masOk campOr..

kau sendiri dh nmpk akak aku Org dier mcm aner..

i have nO chOice but 2 let her msg u wen she saw my face change..

Fanfan is nw gOne..dOnt tell me tiz 3 persOn will lead a diff path..

if u reli want 2 end tiz frenship,aku tk psl..

but watt hurts me the mOst is wen i toOk the mOney frOm ur hand n saw ur face..

aku tau slame kite berkwn aku tk penah tunjOk prangai aku..

sebab aku syg kan kau..

tapi bile perkare gini jadi..aku tkleh sabar lagi..

psl perkataan JANJI,kite mcm ni..

dan kau sendiri tau aku tk suke perkataan tuh..

maaf kan sala aku kalau aku luke kan hati kau..

tapi aku tkleh nafi kan kau kwn yg terbaek yg aku ader..

u help me wen im having my prOblems..

u're my listening ears wen i nid sOme1..

u've heard me cried Over the fOn..u cOnsOled me..

we spent tyme 2gether almOst everydae wen hOlidaes..

kite kutOk2 Org kt amk int..

slalu gi LJS mkn..

aku tk sanggOp putus kan hubungan ni..

aku tk sanggOp lupe kan smue tuh..

wen we jln raye...

mimi,maaf kan aku..aku tau aku dh buat kesalahan kt kau..

aku tk patOt tunjOk prangai kt kau stakat psl bueh & $10..

aku tknk kite putus kan hubungan kite..

aku nk kite maseh jadi kwn baek mcm dulu..

my heart hurts wen reading ur pOst..

i knOw its my fault but here im crying..

mimi,reply 2 my pOst if u've fOrgiven me..

wateva it is..aku nk kau ingat,tk terlintas pOn dlm fikiran aku nk putus kan hubungan kite..aper tk lagi nk bermusuh ngan kau..

u're my bestest sister..

i want us 2 start afresh..

n i will be mOre understanding 2wards u..

cOz u've shOwn it 2 me tat im ur everything..tat gOes the same 2 me..

maafkan kesilapanku...

2009-02-25T00:21:00.000-08:00

chatting with my abg nw at msn while eating bread..

ngah diet..hahah(mcm P)

well,nOthing much 2 blOg 2dae..

juz feel lOusy..kt keje pOn tk leh buat keje betOl2..

i dOnt knOw y..

haish...

maybe i dOnt reli have enuf slip..

tidO lmbt bgn pagi2 bute2..

ni pOn ngah cOuntdOwn sampai next weds week..

NJOYYY!!!!

hahahahah

cOnfirm happening nyer seyy...

sO,juz cOuntdOwn je la ehkk...

abg edit 4 me sOme pics..

cOz he knOw i tergila2 kan didicazli...he suddenly send me 1 pic..

mcm tau je abg aku ni yg aku suke sgt ngan didi..

thanks 4 editing the pic..

then i ask abg if cn edit Our pics..

sO he send me anOther pic..

tatz was reli fast k..tk sampai 5 minute..

sachOk pe side view abg remy aku ni??

hahahaha...

n btw,adeq kOcik is watt he use 2 kOl me last tyme..

hehehe

n yes,we will be silings 4ver bang..tatz my prOmise 2 u..

my bakal abg ipar.. =D

tatz all 4 my blOg 2dae..

hehehehe..

nyte pple!!!

~zyrah23~

2009-02-24T23:50:00.000-08:00

its Onli 2 daes u were inside..
rase mcm lame gitu nk tunggu next week weds..
aper la naseb kan Otai2 kene masOk alek..
hahahaha..peace ehk H..
njOying urself makes me nOt tat wOrried bOut u..
but its a great thing tat we still cn msg lyke usual..
guess have 2 cOuntdOwn till the dae he cOme Out..

saving up a lil mOre mOney 2 buy 4 my cuzzin baidah bdae present..
nw i realise all tiz while im wrOng..
she's the One tat im finding..
but wateva it is,i appreciate her all tiz while wen we were 2gether..
thanks 4 ur advise n thanks 4 making me realise..
thanks 4 waking me up..
its my turn nw 2 pay u back..
i'll take care Of u n stay by urside..

~zyrah23~

2009-02-21T02:18:00.000-08:00

it started well n i knOw tiz gOnna happen..
u knOw tat i lOve u sO much till i cant let u gO..
Once i tOld u 2 leave me but u wOnt..
then u asked me tO dO the same thing,but i refuse..
nw,it reli happen n i feel reli guilty..
i knOw its b'cOz Of me everything went wrOng..
i heard watt u said wen u talked 2 her..
its b'cOz Of me!!!!

i felt watt she felt eventhOugh im nOt in her shOe..
u're hurting her n alsO me....

H,u knOw tat i lOve u sO..
i prOmise u few things n i still keep tat prOmise..
but u?? u wanna break ur prOmises after tiz things happened..
y r u dOing tiz??
u knOw i nid ur lOve care n cOncern..
u knOw i nid ur shOulder 2 cry On..
u knOw i nid ur hands 2 hOld me tight..
u make me fall 4 u n yet nw u wanna break ur prOmises..
H,if u're reading tiz..
i wanna say tat,Once i made my prOmise,i wOnt break it..
i wOnt leave u nO matter watt..tatz my prOmises i've made 2 u..

jangan kau memungkiri janji.....
azyrahwan

2009-02-18T03:05:00.000-08:00

im crying ryte nw n at the same tyme msg-ing the guy in tat pic..

my belOved brO since 2003 till nw..

i lOve him..i miss him..

yes i reli reli dO..

abg remy iskandar,after sO lOng,we get 2 chat again..

nw tat u break the news 2 me..

i juz felt pain in my heart..

u're nOt cOming back here anymOre..

wen cn we mit??

y muz u tell me all tiz wen u knOw i will feel the pain..

u've seen me cried thru webcam..u've seen me grOw since im in pri 4 till nw..

u've knOwn the real me..u guide me..

u gave me advise wen i nid..

but y r u leaving me???

y abg?!?!!?!?

2 bad news i received juz a mOment agO while msg-ing with him

first,he wOnt be cOming back 2 s'pOre..

secOnd,he brOken up with kak nabilah..n nw kak nabilah is happily married with Other guy...

y?!?!? i want u n kak nabilah 2 be 2gether!!!

y muz u migrate?! y muz ur r'ship 4 mOre than 7 yrs have 2 cOme 2 an end?!

i hate tiz news abg!!!

u knOw tat i lOve u n kak nabilah ver much n yet u tell me tiz news..

sampai di sini..

u tOld me nOt 2 cry anymOre n i dO lyke watt u ask me 2 dO sO..

but my heart still feel pain..

abg,adeq akan dOa yg terbaek untOk abg..

smOge abg lulus pelajaran abg di sana..

jgn lupe adeq di sini..n i've prOmise u tat i'll tc Of myself here..

abg jgn risau..

hOpe u're dOing great in UK..

adeq akan sentiase ingat janji2 adeq kt abg..adeq akan sentiase ingat abg yg adeq sayangi..

i reli lOve u abg...

n 2 kak nabilah,adeq dOa smOge akak bahagie di samping suami yg tersyg..

thanks 4 taking care Of my brader the past few yrs..

salam sayang & rindu dari adeq untuk abg remy iskandar yg tersayang....ily n imy

~zyrah23~

2009-02-17T23:48:00.000-08:00

i knOw valentine dae had passed few daes agO..

well,juz wanna blOg bOut it..

bOught things 4 my belOved sista..mimyee williams(mcm P)..

hahahaha...

yeahhh,during my break tyme b4 valentine dae...walked alOne arOund hOugang

mall mcm bdk bOdOh..hahahah

then decide 2 bOught sOmething 4 her..

jln nyer jln..pusing nyer pusing..

tibe2 dpt idea..sO bOught 4 her perfume..

yg murah je..ngah kering siOts..hahaha...

its a tweety perfume..i find it nice(bau sedap) sO i bOught it 4 her..

it stated ' hapi valentine dae... frOm: setan aka minahrep... :) hahah '

yeaaa,she alwaes kOlled me minahrep..lagi2 skg dh dye rambOt kan..
aper leh buat...

TERIMA HAKIKAT....

wakakakakaka...

msg H ask wat he lykes after tat

he didnt knOw tat im buying thing 4 him 4 valentine..

hahahah..bluekkk!!

sO he replied he lyke wallet,shOes n etc..

kebetulan i was walking Outside wallet shOp..

walked in n lOok at the wallets...

i didnt knOw which 2 chOose either...(im a bad chOoser actually..hahahah)

then saw tiz wallet..find it nice..harge pOn leh tahan..

tatz the wallet i bOught 4 H..

hOpe H lykes it yaaa...

:))

2dae sent him till the bus stOp he alight 2 gO 2 werk..

talked all the way in the bus..

byk the stOry telling..hahaha..kekek dlm bus bile crite kan psl brader2 dier..

njOy the mOment eventhOugh in the bus..

hahaha...Ok pe dari tkder pape kan kan kan...

whee~~!!

H,i know u will be reading tiz..

thanks 4 using tat wallet..felt hapi n appreciated..

:))

take care Of it lyke the way u take care Of me..

u knOw watt i mean..

*i feel safe wen im with u*

~zyrah23~

2009-02-16T00:38:00.000-08:00

ahem2!!!! salam smue sahatbat handaiku...

hahahaha....

kla,starting je dh mepek sak ni anak...

well,juz wanna start Off with.....

IM DAMN SLIPPY~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!
yeaaaa...actually tatz watt i wanna tell u guys...

*peace*

set alarm at 6.30,when my alarm bunyi,i turn it Off then i slept back n wOke up at 8..

shit! then kelam kabOt mandi trOs kluar umah..2dae,15/2/09 reached werk(yishun) at 9.25am..

then bla bla bla..first tyme dO Openning...dO the dOnuts..

frOm 9.30am-1.00pm,aku buat kt tempat keje mcm tempat aku...

dgr lagu jiwang sambil buat dOnut..hahaha...n between tat timing 9.30-1.00,tk sampai 5 custOmer beli dOnuts...

juz imagine hOw MENDAK it is! alOne! at 1 shOp! staring at pple! stare at the dOnuts!

hear jiwang sOngs! MKPL betOl siaaaa....nk je aku terlelap skejap..hahaha...

then kak asnizar came..bla bla bla as usual dO Our jObs..

LALAT!!!!!!!!!!!

tatz Our main prOblem at werk 2dae..

byk lalat siOls...ni arh al*x nyer psl...hahahahaha....mimi last min tk jadi dtg..

sO i went 4 my luch late..then bOut 4.52,my beylO dtg...hehehe..

then cOme 2 the fun part...

hahahaha...

i decided 2 stay till clOsing n help them Out...(atuclly nOt really helping but disturbing them)

ahem2!

kk back,kalau dh diname kan beylO,mesti ader bende yg terjadi,sO yeaa..

bOlley beylO dOes tat..

custOmer:"1 dOzen cn put 2 bOx ryte?"

bOlley beylO:"nOpe,cnnOt(dgn cOnfidentnyer dier ckp nOpe)"

hahahahaha...me n kak asnizar was lyke laughing at the back..kecOh seyy member..

cOnfident ckp nOpe..padehal 1 dOzen mmg letak 2 kOtak..1 kOtak enam,lagi 1 kOtak enam..

member muke merah je ehkk tahan malu...heheheh...

many things happened..all the way kekek ngan bOlley beylO ngan kak asnizar..

ahahahah

bOlley beylO..i knOw u're reading tiz...

i want 1 dOzen but put in 1 bOx 4 me cn???

hahahahahahahahahaha

next,i disturb them by asking them 2 dO tOpping,bOlley beylO dO the bee..

nk ckp mcm ulat bulu pOn bkn..hahaha..cute je kecik..

i 4gOt 2 take the bee's pic..but i toOk the bee tat kak asnizar buat..hehehe..

taadaaaa.... cute kan.. bee mate lOlOk... hehehe :))

sO tatz the bee tat kak asnizar buat..

next tyme muz take mOre pics..

n 1 mOre thing i MUST blOg...

werking with yishun peeps r mOre njOyable,fun,kecOrable n mOstly......

they make my day Okkkk!!!!!

i reli lOve werking with them veri much...

yishun is my place nOt hOugang...

lOoking 4ward 2 werk with my beylOs soOn...miss them alredi..

hahahah...tC gals!!

~zyrah23~

2009-02-10T23:45:00.000-08:00

IM BACK WITH MY MEREPEK-NESS BLOG!!!!!

hahahahahaha....

n tiz is gOnna be sO veri the randOm k peeps..

firstly pagi2 kul 7 lebeh dh merayap gi yishun..hahahaha...

*psst,ur gaz n star betOl nyer tkleh tutOp mulOt bile dlm cab tau..heheheh*

sO after taking back 2 birds frOm a n H's abg sedare...back 2 amk by cab..

bla bla bla dlm kul 1.20 gitu alek,areng2 jap..

msg mimi asking watt tyme 2 mit n stuff...

teman me take my sluar at central..

then mimi said she wanna eat sO we headed 2 banquet..

aku mkn char siew chicken rice,mimi tk abes2 ngan dier nyer prawn nOodlee..

*mi,aku nk mkn charsiew lagi arh..sedap siOts*

hahahahahaha

Off 2 Mac lepak jap then went 2 HUB..

pusing nyer pusing,peh sejuk siOls...taik pOn leh jadi beku...

wakakakakakka..tk senOnOh ni anak..

then mimi ajak lepak at park near amk mrt there...

cut shOrt...sOme FARTED!!!!!

kecOh kepe siakkkk???

hahahahahaha...kk,im nOt tat evil 2 tell everyOne the whOle stOry la kk..

peace ehkkk..

maen yg enjOt2 tuh,aku tktau lah aper name...

then jiwang jap nyanyi sane nyanyi sini...

bOut 5 plus Otw back hOme..

turOn same bus stOp ngan mimi..

was rainning at the pOint Of tyme..

sO yeaaa,mimi lari sebab dier ckp nanti kasOt basah,besOk tkleh akai gi skOla..

hahahaha...kekek arh lu!

met mama kt kedai gunting rambOt...

it cOst me $120 juz 2 dye n cut...i think cOz my hair is lOng tatz y...

sO Onli my frOnt n back view k...hahahah....2 jek tkleh lebeh...

MY FRONT VIEW

MY BACK VIEW

im sO in lOve with the cOlOr..

ni yg aku idam2kan siOlssss...

baek kepe???

hahahaha...

kk tatz all...

shall fOcus On Other things nw watt 2 buy...

gOnna slip soOn...werking 2mOrO!!!!! pagi merayap lagi Oi!!!!

hahahahaha....

sO blOg wen im free again aites...tC peeps!!!

miss me Ouhkiesss!

ciOwWwWwWwWw!!!!

~zyrah23~

2009-02-09T01:58:00.000-08:00

yesss bebeh!! its 1:27am nw n i've still nOt aslip..

well,juz finished chattin..kesian penat sgt bekerje...let himtake his nap..

gOnna tOk 2 him On fOn b4 i gO 2 bed..hahaha

im having reli damn fucking bad flu 2dae...i was all the way sneezing at werk..

i think azura,kak azuin n syahirah naek binget dgr aku bersin jek..hahaha..

virus la jazyrah!!!!!

hahaha..klah im sOri guys..betOl2 nyer panas je kepale n my head was spinning..

then felt reli irritated after i met mama n ayah at werk cOz nk bikin specs aru..

mama was lyke membebel-ling all the wayy..

nk aje aku ZIP mulOt dier...

*sesungguhnyer aku tau sabar tuh separuh dari iman*

then bla bla bla...alek amk shOpping beli slipper,kasOt n sluar aku..

n i cant take it anymOre!!! pening + panas!!!!!!

my head was spinning n my bOdy feel hOt...bahang siOts....pukimak haramjad betOl...

arghhh!!! hOpe 2mOrO gOnna be Ok..

after reading mimi's pOst..yess i knOw u knOw tat i lOve him sO much..tOld u tat i've been thinking Of him lately ryte????

shOwn u my wallpapaer n screensaver alredi ryte???

aku bleh jadi gile mimi !!!! GILE!!!!!!

n i hOpe n wish tat we cn gO Out 2gether....yes we... u,me,F n J..

fuck!!!!! i hate tiz feeling!!!

u're tOrturing my feeling aOki !!!!!!!

:'(

cik pOn nyari dtg kt tempat keje aku..hahaha...

went 4 my break then tOk shit bOut my prOblems..

sempat aku 'curik' lagu sambil mkn...

hahaha..

nilah jazyrah dan mimi..

then lepas mkn pusing2 cOld stOrage..amek gmbr seblOm punch in keje..

hahaha...sempat kepe siakk ni due pOmpan???

ternmpk lak 1 bende familiar..

jaz:ehk amek gmbr aku ngan ni..

*pOse*

yeaaa! barOn!!!

mati aku kalau H nmpk aku pOsing ngan bende ni..

hahaha..peace ehkk..ni saje je..tapi kalau nk surOh minOm pOn Ok gak...

wakakakaka...cari nahas betOl ni jazyrah...

hamcai siOl muke aku dlm gmbr..

ngah tahan nk bersin siOl ni..nmpk tk idOng aku yg dh mcm clOwn kemera-merahan???

gagagagagagagaga

aku tau mate stim2 kOdOk...hahaha..aper leh buat..tapi tetap coOl apa amek gmbr ngan barOn..kate hidOp mati jiwe BarOnbrOs mahh!!!!

*smile big2*

actually ni smue stakat randOm pOst aku yg mepek jek..

ngah nk tunggu mate betOl2 peh ngantOk trOs BAMMM!

atas katil la jawab nyer..

hehehe...*jgn pk laen Ok*

sO,tatz all...keep up with my new updates insya-allah..

n cOntinue la ye bace aku nyer blOg yg mepek segale kemerepekness...

dari itu setan ciOw!!

slmt mlm & pagi gengs!!!

~zyrah23~

2009-02-04T02:10:00.000-08:00

kak ema:luv mummy liza hugs
kak liza:Ema, do me a favour, dont call me Mummy liza anymore. Some people dont like it when you guys called me Mummy Liza. :(
kak ema:Sorry liza i didnt mean any harm by calling u that..ok i appreciate for u telling me. thanks yar.takcare :( aduii tertiba ema yg sedih lak ..bt not to worry i be ok..cheers;)
kak liza:Actually iii dont mind u girls calling me that.. coz its been a habit since dont know when kan? But someone mentioned that if i was to be called Mummy liza.. i would have known how to jage orang.. when the fact that ii dont know how to.. so, there. let the person be happy, tak mao panggil i mummy liza kkk ? it'll make the person, feel better, i guess... :(

skg aper crite bdk ni tk puas bile didifiers panggil kak liza mummy???
tkpe2,aku bagi muke aku tk kene kan dier kt multiply..nk jage hati DidiFiers nyer psl n alsO the website..
skg kt blOg aku,aku ader hak nk luah kan aper yg aku rase..
psl DidiFiers panggil kak liza mummy pOn KAU nk mate merah pe siakk??
jeles nmpk geng?? hahaha..aku tau asl KAU jeles sgt..
sebab u r nOt well knOwn lyke kak liza ryte??
whOever it may cOncern..bOy gal lady Or a man..get a life la siakk!
psl name KAU mau kecOh aper hal??
kalau KAU betOl2 mau kecOh,KAU reply cOmment aku kt multiply..n if u happens 2 read my blOg..tag aku la sial!!!
btw,nk tau jugak ehk KAU tau ke aper jasa yg kak liza dh buat terhadap DidiFiers??
kalau tktau tkmO byk bunyi k geng..hahahaha
KAU tau ke penat lelah kak liza??
KAU tau ke dier cukOp tidO ke tk??
kak liza yg bagi kite infO bOut any shOws...kak liza yg bagi urus kan FC nyer website..kak liza yg plan untOk gathering smue..
KAU tau aper?? TAU MATE MERAH JE PE SIAL BILE DIDIFIERS PANGGIL KAK LIZA MUMMY ???
hamcai siOl prangai!!! hahahahaha...

aku tunggu KAU return cOmment aku....
kalau SKALI kau reply cOmment aku mcm SIAL..
aku cOnfirm SPULOH KALI aku menyundal ngan KAU alek.. *slmt geng*

2009-02-03T23:50:00.000-08:00

its my 6th mnth sgl 2dae..

u left me 5 mnths agO..

till nw im waiting 4 u..

i kept thinking bOut u tiz few daes n idk y..

i miss all the things bOut u..

i reli dO..

i sanggOp jadi mcm pOmpan tktau malu..

i still viewed ur frenster,bearshare n sOmetyme lOok at ur msn dp..

i sent u msges but nOne were replied

i asked ur fren hOw r u n stuff..

n they cn guess tat i still cOncern bOut u..

y r u dOing tiz 2 me??

y u left me alOne??

y??

i miss ur smile..

i miss ur cheeky smile..

i miss ur hugs..

i miss ur kisses..

i miss the way u hug me..

i miss ur shOulder 2 lean On..

i miss ur hands tat hOld me tight rOund my waist..

i miss ur jOkes..

i miss ur lOve care n cOncern...

plz bring back tat mOment my dear..

u have my werds..i will wait 4 u nO matter watt..

but if u have urs,i will pray 4 ur happiness frOm far..

pray tat u will be hapi with ur lOve Ones..

isly & ismy aOki..

~zyrah23~

2009-02-02T01:45:00.000-08:00

its alredi 1am nw n i still havent slip yet..
haish..suppOsed 2 be my Off dae but angela kOl me n tOld me 2 went back 4 werk 2 cOver 1 staff..
werk frOm 6pm till 10pm..damn slippy n tired..but reli kecOh wen werking..
me,kak azuin n shahirah wer making jOkes arOund n shahirah kene rabak ngan aku ngan kak azuin psl 'balls' .. hahaha..
its lyke the 3 Of us yg paling kecOh kt dlm cOld stOrage tuh..kak azuin dh tkleh tkleh kekek,aper tk lagi aku..hahaha..
"best tau maen bOla" hahaha ... abeh kak azuin dh pk laen bende..
shahirah was referring 2 netball nyer ball then kak azuin was lyke lOoking at me..
n she started 2 laugh..sampai nk terkencing siOl aku ketawe..shahirah kene rabak seyy..hahaha..paisey ehkk shahirah..
then sampai nk clOsing tyme aku n kak azuin tk abes2 kene kan shahirah..
but gd lah my staff at yishun cn take jOkes..
we were laughing all the way,biaselah tkder bende keje nk buat..
sempat gurau,sempat beli mkn,sempat maen tic tac tOe ngan kak azuin..
4 me persOnally,nw i perfer werking at yishun..best sgt2..
then dh nk alek satu2 biase lah ckp bye.. then i was lyke saying 2 shahirah bye bOlley beylO..then 2 kak azuin bye beylO beylO..abeh last2 aku jugak yg kene bye setan beylO..kuang asam betOl ni due bdk..hahaha..Onli few daes werking with them but we cn cOmmunicate veri well..tapi tuh cume sementare jek..On wednesdae dh start alek kt hOugang..
gOnna miss all my beylO at yishun,n yes we have 2 agree tat we make Our werking place lyke Our hOme..dO as we lyke..hahaha..tatz my staffs...

we cOnquer the place..'the yishun beylOs'..

put aside bOut my werking stOries..juz wanna let Out here watz in my mind ryte nw..
tiz few daes i keep thinking bOut my ex..i juz dOnt knOw y..
i my Ownself is cOnfused..cOnfused y i still wanna wait 4 him..
saw him Once at my werkplace at hOugang with his frens..my mind juz flashed back thOse tymes wen we were 2gether 5 mnths agO..
everynyte tOking On the fOn till late mOrning..wake up kOl him in the mOrning 2 gO 2 skul..hug him tight n kiss his cheeks..i reli want tat mOments 2 cOme back..
n i still remember n juz cant 4get wen we juz knew each Other,he were tOking bOut wanting me 2 be his gf in a jOking n cheeky vOice..n i laugh n keep On saying wateva la ehkk..then he change 2 Other tOpic n again he ask me the same Qns but tiz tyme with a seriOus vOice..still fresh in my mind.. "watt if i reli want u 2 be mine?" n i was reli speechless.. i juz cant 4get n i will nOt 4get tat dae..
i asked u watt u craving 4,n u tOld me crumpler bag..i save my mOney n bOught u the beg u wanted with mimi..i gave u On the dae we went Out 2 vivO with firas n mimi..n tatz watt u want cum ur bdae present frOm me..till the dae i saw u with ur frens at hOugang mall,u were still using tat beg..u still keep ur edited pic tat have the werd "baby paul"..u still viewed my frenster Once..u still keep my cOmments On ur pic..myself? i still everything bOut u..ur pics,ur cOntacts,ur msges..i dOnt mind lOsing all tat but i dO mind if i lOse ur hugs & kisses,smile,jOkes,care n lOve tat i kept in my heart till tiz mOment..
im missing the way u hug me tight frOm behind..im missing the way u kiss me..im missing the way u lOok at me with ur cheeky smile..im missing ur hands tat alwaes hOld my hands wen walking..watt im trying 2 tell u is tat..
im missing ur lOve aOki..
i harap kite dpt kembali bersame..3rdAug08 the dae u let me gO n till nw im hOping 4 u 2 cOme back...

~zyrah23~

2009-01-26T23:58:00.000-08:00

kehidupan aku mcm biase skg..

bgn pagi gi keje alek mlm trOs tidO then besOk sambOng bgn gi keje..

tapi aper leh buat,ni jln yg aku pilih..nOthing much 2 say but many things tat happened..

sejak 'kehilangan' aku..im bz with my werk..

haish..aper leh buat.. back 2 watt i say many things happened..

my bitch~mimyee williams

skg,kite dh tk mcm dulu asek kluar merayap jek..kalau tyme skOla,lepas skOla mesti jumpe alek kul 6 lebeh 7..hahaha

i reli miss thOse tyme..skg kau pOn dh sec 5,O level babe! hahaha

blaja rajin2 ehk..make sure kau masOk pOly..
insya-allah satu hari kite dpt kluar jugak mcm dulu..pape msg je..jgn kau pOn menghilangkan diri kau tuh..

my ex~a*k*

im still waiting 4 u after we brOke up 5 mnths agO..

idk y i still wanna wait 4 u..

since we brOke up,i dOnt loOk 4ward 2 any Other r'ship..idk y..
idk y ..idk y..idk y..

dOnt ask me any Qns..maybe nw u r hapi with sOme1 else but im still thinking bOut u wen im sitting alOne..

tat 2 mnths plus alredi make me miss u much..aper tk lagi kite dh tk bersame untOk 5 bln lebeh..

im missing u damn much..i hOpe tat we still cn be 2gether 1 dae..

n if u reli with sOme1 else nw,i hOpe u n ur lOve One last lOng..

nO matter watt,i will accept u again wen u cOme back 2 me..

isly..

mOnster~a*c*

daes pass by reli fast..u knOw hOw lOng we've knOwn each Other??

hahaha..if i tell u alsO u might nOt believe it..

1 dae i shall ask u tiz Qns...

dae by dae pass i lOok 4ward 2 spend tyme with u..

we spend 1 dae 2gether n i hOpe it wOnt be the last One..

i guess u knOw hOw i feel 2wrds u ryte?? i dOnt think i nid 2 say it again..

4 nw,i juz wanna shOw n prOve 2 u tat i reli mean watt i say..give me tyme n i will dO it..

wanna end by saying i miss u guys truck lOtssss!!!!

MuAcKsSsSsSs!!!!

taking care...dO take drugs aite..hahahah...peace!

~zyrah23~

2008-11-13T23:57:00.000-08:00

randOm pOst again..i knOw its been awhile i've last blOg in here..
sO first thing up,nOv babies r cOming near..
hahaha..u guys shOuld knOw watt i mean..
yeahh..
nOv babies r celebrating their bdae tiz mnth..
hahaha...salah satu dari nyer aderlah biOl ku..SJ..
wakakaka...klah actually i gOt nO intend 2 pOst anything bOut tat..
shall pOst if the date is nearing aite guys..

Didicazli is reli being miss by me..
i reli miss him lOts..
idk y...but i reli miss him..*dh rindu kt matair lak aku nih..ishk!*
wen will i be gOing 2 his event again..
it was a sudden stOp 4 me cOz nOv Didi tk byk event..
but i hOpe all the DidiFiers get 2 send him Off at airpOrt cOz he will be gOing 2 Brunei i think..
RapsOdi..sO u guys the malay2 pple,watch RapsOdi aite..hehehe..
i think it will be shOwn On tv..i THINK SO..lOoking 4ward 2 it!

Didicazli,I Miss You So Much! Muacksss!!!!

Sesungguhnyer skg aku maseh ngah cari keje..
tapi blOm dpt2 lagi..
tk ke mcm suar name nyer kan..sialan betOl la siaaaa...
geram je aku sey tk dpt2 keje..
saper2 kt luar sane ader lObang keje bleh tOlOng pass kt aku tk??
hehehe..any jOb cn?? yg bleh dpt duit HALAL!
:)
im stress w/O werk cOz i gOt nO mOney liaOoOooOo!!!!
im seriOusly brOke!!!!

I will nOt be having any r'ship ryte nw...its damn fucking pain Ouhkies..
Guys! i juz dOnt knOw watt 2 discribe u all..haiyoOoOoo..
pade aku,biar scandal byk jgn matair byk..
siak jek ehk scandal byk..wakakakaka...
i mean,guy frens whO cn guide us alOng wen we r having Our gd Or bad mOments..
get it?? i knOw u guys dOnt.. i knOw im blOgging crap in here..sO juz bear with me aite..
cOz i alsO dOnt knOw watt im blOgging bOut..
kate randOm pOst pe kanNnNnNnnN !!!!
wakakakakaka..
b4 aku make u guys nyer head pening2,aku stOp sini lah k..
cian kOrg2 yg membace..

till we mit again..heheh..
i shall stOp my pOst..take care all !
ciOw sin chi!

~zyrah23~

2008-10-30T23:49:00.000-07:00

been reli damn lOng since i blOgg..
hahaha..bz lah kate kan..bz merayap..
well,juz 2 start Of with gd news..
hOLIDAESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha....hOlidaes r here but i knOw it will be damn bOred..
but watt 2 dO...sabar je la yee..

pple hapi2 but here am i gOing thru many things..
with the help Of my lOve One SJ..she's my listening ear..
lOve u sis..many things u knOw bOut me..
my secrets..my hard tyme..my sad mOments..
u've been great..

knOwn few new frens whO is SJ frens..
ya...a persOn full Of vulgers in his mOuth..
lebeh terOk dari aku bile part maki2 ni smue..
tahan je lah...demi SJ aku sanggOp tahan ngan prangai "fanatik" dier tuh..
klah..stp tOking bOut it..next.......................

Didicazli!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha...been 2 his event byk jugakk..gmbr?? adOiii..
lagik byk.......
sampai ader manusie2 yg kt luar tuh cemburu aku amek gmbr ngan Didi...
wakakakaka...
sabar je la yeeee....dh jOdOh saye ngan Didi..aper leh buat??
hahaha..prasan mau lebeh je ni anak S n J..
klah2,tknk cemburu kan saper2 yg bace blOg aku yg mepek ni kkkk...
tapi kalau senang2 silalah lungsuri www.jazreymie.multiply.com
:))))

klah wanna stOp blOgging..Out Of idea..randOmly Onli blOgg..
shall blOg again la k..if im nOt bz n if i remember 2 blOg..
hahahahah...
take care all...
hapi hOls!!

sesungguhnyer engkau tahu aku hanya menyintai dirimu...
:.= *c*t =.:

~zyrah23~

2008-10-14T01:40:00.000-07:00

first Of all,mmg bengang bile mOst Of the pple yg dh janji at last paitaO..
11/10 suppOse 2 be xmfps jln raye..
b4 tat mmg aku dh msg n kOl smue bdk2 n dh cOnfirm pOn..
pade saper2 yg b4 11/10 dh blang aku tkleh ikOt,aku tk psl..
n pade saper2 yg last minute blang aku On tat dae itself,aku ngaku aku sOrt ngan kOrg..
ended up..yg ramai2 janji..cume aku,SJ,fan,mirul,fir yg jln raye..
all the way aku diam cOz mmg dh tkder mOod nk jln..
first up,went 2 ttsh 2 visit irfan's grandfather..
Out Of the sudden,my tears drOpped..its remind me Of my belOved brO..
Allahyarham Shahrul Nizam aka BadbOyz_traz..
aku cume bleh dOakan smOge atOk irfan akan sembuh..insya-allah..
then we went few hOuses..cikgu lina,fir,SJ,aku,mirul..ni jelah umah yg kite gi..
every hOuse we ate..2nd dae Of raye is cOming up n im nOt gOing 2 plan..
i leave it 2 SJ Or irfan 2 plan it..juz have 2 make myself free On the dae they want 2 gO Out..
im a lil dissappOinted.. *hMmM*

sundae,12/10..mamang ali buat Open hOuse..at first malas nk gi cOz im playing cOmp..
then mama ajak nyer ajak,aku tetap tknk gi..
lepas tuh mama try ajak cik yayah..abeh cik yayah surOh aku iKot jek la..
kesian nyer psl aku ikOt je la..
then reached there alredi..menyekik..mama sOund mamang ali if cn bOrrOw his car cOz he will be at hOme the whOle dae..
then mamang say cn..then ayah drive..first tyme sia ayah drive krete..
hahaha..peh laju,sedap jek aku kene air cOn..terlelap skejap..
dpt jugak gi brape umah..bOut 3 hOuse n i get $18..bleh tahan jugak la ehkk.
daripade tkder pape..
tk menyesal aku iKot lepas tuh..hahahah..sampai umah dlm kul 11 gitu,washed up..msg H saying tat im gOing 2 bed n bla bla bla..
tats it..
its getting mOre n mOre bOred ryte nw......

y im missing him sO badly???
i dOnt want 2 put high hOpes..i just have 2 pray tat 1 dae it will cOme true..
but i knOw it wOnt.............

~zyrah23~

2008-10-07T10:05:00.000-07:00

Ouhk peeps!

pics r alredi uplOad at bOth my multiply n frenster..

sO feel free 2 c Ouhk!!

will uplOad mOre pics after i get all Of them frOm the didifiers..

btw,the guy name Didicazli is my future husband Ok!!

suar! prasan sungguh anak S ngan J..

hehehe..tkpe..skali skale jgn slalu..kalau slalu tuh dh melampau beb..

sesungguhnyer aku maseh terbayang2 kan Didi..

i think i fall in lOve with him..

OMG!! nO! cnnOt2! hahahaha... *faint*

prangai suaran siOls aku..actually i juz randOmly blOg bOut watt i feel la Ok..

dOnt think tat i syOk sendiri la ehkk..

hahahaha

klah,2 thOse whO lazy 2 loOk at either my frenster Or multiply..

i'll uplOad sOme here aites..

feel free 2 loOk at my future husband.. *ahem!*

Me & My Didicazli aka Mr Fangs :)

enuf2.. a lil Oni ah..tkmO lebeh2..tkleh tgk muke bakal suami aku lame2..

jeles nOhh nanti gue..

*peace*

kalau nk tgk lame2 rajin2 lah tgk frenster n multiply aku ye..

sO clOse up 2dae's blOg Onbehalf Of my husband..*peace again*

Mr & Mrs Didi wants 2 wish all Muslims Selamat Hari Raya..

Kalau nk duit raye dtg la umah kalau muke tktau malu yeee..

waaKaAkAkaKaKaKaKanina...siaksiak..prangai sial abess Oi!!

klah2..tatz it 4 2dae Ouhk..

tC siOls!!!

~zyrah23~

2008-10-07T02:34:00.000-07:00

Ok first Of all i nearly 4get watz my passwOrd 4 my blOg..
hahaha..
fuck!
i knOw its been sOmetyme i've been blOgging..
bz mengemas untOk raye..bz merayap..bz mencari 'scandal'..phm2 je la yeee..
ckp psl raye..i knOw its toO late but..
i wanna wish all my muslim frens..enemies..bastards..bitches..
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin..
kalau saye ader buat salah dan silap harap maafkan yee..
kalau yg tk puas ati,lepas raye bleh settle.. amacam? bleh pa? lol. juz jOking..

next up..cOntact back with hazie n he dOne 4 me n guess,will dO a lil bit mOre..
hahaha..
many things happen,juz wanna let u all knOw..pics r all uplOaded at my multiply..
n me,SJ n a'an have jOined the didicazli grOups at multiply..
n recently,we've gOne 2 didi's Open hOuse..4 nw i can't uplOad any pics..
i dOn't have the pics yet,but u guys cn c at my multiply under my grOups..
such a kecOhrable grOup..njOy my dae eventhOugh its Our first tyme..
*didifiers all the way!*

wanna clOse up by saying sOri if nw i dOn't blOg Often cOz 4 the tyme being im nOt tat active here..anything at me up at msn Or frenster Ouhkies!!
msn:zyrah_ori_galsetan@hotmail.com
frenster:adeqkocik@hotmail.com

slmt smue!! aku dh ngantOk nk tidO yeeee......
tC siOlsSsS!!

~zyrah23~

2008-09-14T21:53:00.000-07:00

haizzz...

juz gOt shOcking news frOm sOme1..

by the tyme tiz pOst is publish,u were alredi in there..

i can't believe she's pregnant..at the age Of 16..pregnant..

wth..watz gOnna happen 2 the child tat is innOcent??

y muz u let tiz happen adeq nara??? haish..

walaupOn kite musOh,aku tetap pandang kau sbg kwn aku..

u snatch fiz frOm me,betray n backstab me..sebab aper??

sebab kau pernah tOlOng jage fiz @ bp untOk aku bile kau ngan dier..

selame 9 bln lebeh aku ngan fiz,akhirnyer aku terpakse terima hakikat yg kwn aku sendiri yg cOcOk aku dari blakang..cume aku sOrg je yg tau betape perit nyer hati bile aku dpt tau..

hidOp kau tk pernah sempurna..tk pernah langsOng..

hubungan kau ngan kekasih kau tk pernah kekal jugak..

skg? terima padah nyer..

i feel sOri 4 u gal..

im reli shOcked wen i get tiz news frOm ur Own fren..ur pri skul fren..

the One tat has been clOse 2 u since then..walau aper pOn..

aku tkkan lupekan kisah dulu..aku tkkan maafkan kau sampai bile2..u have my werds..

aper akan jadi kt kau bile kau kt dlm gals hOme??

aper akan jadi kt anak dlm kandungan kau??

aper kau fikir jantan yg buat kau ngandung akan bertanggungjawab?? aku rase tk mungkin..

mmg kau patOt terima balasan ni....

adeq nara

2008-09-06T23:55:00.000-07:00

I GOT FLU LA DEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAYY THE HELL!!!!!
NABEI CIBAI!!!!!
IRRITATING SIOLS!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAH
IM CRAZY...JUZ NW WENT OUT WITH CIK YAYA 2 ACCOMPANY HER..
UNCLE SHAM ALSO HAVE..BUT THEN HE ONLI SEND US TILL S'PORE POST...
LEPAS TUH KITE JLN2 PUSING KT BAZAAR..BYK JUGAK BAJU YG CANTEK2..
TERPIKAT AKU..HAISH..TIZ YR MAYBE AKAI BAJU COLOR OREN..
WTH!! APER NK BUAT...
LEPAS TUH KITE GI KT TEMPAT CIK YAYA SLALU BELI BAJU..KIYO..
SEH ASK ME WAT SHIRT I WANT..THEN I CHOOSE TIZ 1 SHIRT..LAWA GILE..
GILE PON TK MCM LAWA..
WAKAKAKAKA..GILE..GILE..GILE..
SIAL JEK PRANGAI AKU..MEPEKS....!
LEPAS DH BELI,KITE PON BRAMBOS,SINGGAH KT KEDAI UNCLE SHAM JAP JUMPE MAMI..
AKU TGK MKN2 DIER SMUE NYER MENGGUGAT KEIMANAN GUE...
THEN HE GAVE MONEY WENT HOME TOOK CAB..
BLA BLA BLA BLA..HAVING CONFLICTS WITH SOME1 AT HOME..
HAISH...BLN PUASE MCM NI,ADER JEK YG TK KENE..
HOPE CIK ROS TK AMEK ATI APER YG CIK YAYA SAID 2 HER EARLIER ON..
2MORO,WE WILL BE FASTING AT UNCLE SHAM NYER KEDAI..
YESSSARH!!!
ANYTHING WILL BLOG AGAIN BOUT 2MORO...CONFIRM KECOH GILER...
SOOOOO...JUZ WAIT........
ENDED OF WITH...HAVE A NICE DAE PEOPLE!!!!
WTH IM BLOGGING BOUT?!?!?! KK NVMIND...CIOW!

~zyrah23~

2008-09-04T11:55:00.000-07:00

terperanjat bile ex admire aku msg aku..lol..(Setan)
juz can't believe it..msg cOz.......
he brOke up with his gf..haish..
sO lOng never heard bOut him then dpt tau dh break..
shall nOt blOg watt happened 2 their r'ship..
but watt i knOw the gal is stupid..tatz the fact..im sOri gal
he sacrifice alOt 4 u but u didn't nOtice it..
he let u stay at his hOuse 4 almOst 2 yrs..
he OT almOst everydae 2 suppOrt u,2 give u mOney,2 buy the things tat u wanted..have u think bOut it??
he kena whacked by ur brO's pple alsO cOz Of u..did u knOw?? he let the guys beat him,he cn fyte back but he dOnt want..y? cOz he wanna help u settle ur prOb with ur brO..
he punched ur face..ur mum knew bOut it n repOrt pOlis..pOlis kOl him n he admit tat he punch u..he kena lOkap alsO cOz Of u..
demi kau,dier sanggOp buat pape..dier tanggung masalah kau..dier yg selame ni jage kau bile kau lari umah..dier yg bagi kau kesenangan..tapi asl kau tktau hargai aper yg dier bagi kau??
tk cuKop ke aper yg dier bagi kau?? if i were u,i will nOt let him gO easily..u will regret gal..
he changed alOt..
the first dae teman him,cn c tat he still thinking bOut his ex..
surOh mkn dier tknk..surOh kluar ngan kwn2 jadi tk ingatkan sgt pOn dier tknk..
its a great impact On him..i reli pity On him..
wasted.
2dae is the 2nd dae aku jumpe Setan..
ya i angku aku maseh rindu dier..
the last tyme aku jumpe dier bile 2005 tyme aku maseh ngan fiz ex aku..
thinking bOut his ex sampai jatOh saket...aku maseh tktau nape gal dier lepaskan dier??
he asked me 2 teman dier...dlm kul 8.30 pagi aku sampai..
he still mOody2 n his face reli lOok pale..dier kate dier nk tidO..then masOk bilek lepas tuh dier tidO..
bile tgk kan muke dier tyme tidO,kesian lak..haish..
aku pOn tutOp mate jap..ngantOk..bile dier pusing2,aku terbgn..tanyer dier Ok ke tk..
bile dh bgn dlm kul 2 lebeh,aku pakse dier gi mandi mkn smue..lepas tuh sempat dier isap rOkOk..betOl nyer peh degil..bbual2 ngan dier..buat jOkes smue..he tried 2 smile but i knOw he still have nOt OvercOme it..
i hOpe tat she will cOme back 2 u eventhOugh she dO nOt knOw hOw 2 appreciate ur sacrifices..
lepas dh alek dari umah dier jumpe SJ n the rest..dudOk skejap je then SJ said she wanna gO hOme..
n actually the plan 4 buka 2dae is uncle sham wanna blanje me kt fish & cO with cik yayah 4 my belated2 bdae treat..but 2 bad uncle sham keje abez lmbt sO maybe 2mOrO..
kaye nmpk uncle sham?? hahaha...baek2...
ended Of with..appreciate the One tat sacrifices 4 u...

~zyrah23~

2008-09-02T19:43:00.000-07:00

2nd dae Of puase..
haish..tkleh puase lagik..
last yr cant get 2 fast 4 the last 2 daes cOz Of red light...
then tiz yr alsO the same cant fast 4 the beginning daes cOz Of red light..
watt a luck..
smOge bulan puase ni,aku dpt ubah prangai aku..
paling penting skali,ubah sikap aku terhadap keluarga aku..
n i hOpe i cn be mOre disipline..insya-allah..
aku nk ucapkan smue muslimin dan muslimah selamat menjalani ibadah puasa yang penuh barakah ini..dan semOga segala amalan kita akan diberkati Allah..Amin!

next up,skg bOth Of my aunt dh tgl umah aku..
sO,aku tktau la mcm aner dOrg nk sesuaikan diri masing2 kt umah..
n i hOpe they will nOt fyte again..
actually its great tat bOth Of my aunt is leaving with me..
tklah sunyi sgt aku bile kt umah..
SetanJuniOr..hahahah...name baru darling aku..
skg dh melekat lak ngan name tuh..bagOs2..well,nk dikatekan hari2 aku jumpe SJ,lepak n talk things Out with her..
we laugh,we disturb,we shOut,we 'pasrah',we njOy...almOst everything we dO 2gether..
hahah..dh mcm matair lak kite..thanx 4 ur accOmpany gal..
at least kau ilangkan rase kesepian aku sejak aku dh tkder saper2.. :)
syggggg SJ..

clOse up by saying,hOpe evrything gOnna be clear..
true frens stays beside u...

*psst:i miss being pampered

babes & dudes dO take drugs..*peace*

~zyrah23~

2008-08-26T22:12:00.000-07:00

juz finished uplOaded pics during my bdae party at hOme..
its reli an amazing bdae Outing 4 me..
the mOst memOrable..
the mOst switest..
the mOst unfOrgOtten mOments eventhOugh Only a handful Of pple n plans were carried Out..
the firewOrks..the laughter..the jOkes..the smiles..
loOk Out 4 Our pics at http://www.jazreymie.multiply.com/
thanks!
ZyRaH <3
Mimyee
Han

Fan

Fiz

Fir

Halis

Thank You So Much!!

2008-08-23T14:10:00.000-07:00

things turned Out the Other way..
shall blOg wen pictures r ready..juz wait...

wanna say thankiu sO much 4 thOse whO have wished me thru frenster,msg,msn,tagged,Hi-5,bearshare..
thanks 2
-mimi,an n Other(i appreciate it sO much but im sOri)
-acit aka barOnwizard frOm barOnbrOs(thru msg)
-fayyadhah(thru msg)
-Qidd(thru frenster)
-kim(thru msg)
-zurinah(thru msg)
-kak ifah ex peirceans(thru frenster)
-rahiyah(thru frenster)
-shuada(thru frenster,bearshare,tagged,msn)

hapi 16th bdae jazyrah..i appreciate it all..

~zyrah23~

2008-08-17T00:03:00.000-07:00

im bOred 2 the max ryte nw..
currently,msn-ing but nO One 2 chat..
fuck!
sms-ing sOme1 2 kOl but till nw nO kOls..
argh!!
BORED! BORED! BORED!
guess i have 2 wait till next weeks sat..
njOy 2 the fullest!
nO One cn stOp me..
maybe BB gOnna fOllOw us..
i hOpe sO cOz i wanna take pic with them!!
whee!~~

2 anyOne Out there whO is reading my nOnsense blOg..
juz wanna tell tat i miz u all Out there the bitch n bastard...
=D
nO Offence la k..im bOred tatz y...
klah,wanna slip..wait 4 fOn kOl lyke waiting 4 buah tk jatOh sia...
nabeicibai!
nOt angry but GERAM
frOm 11.25 till nw which is gOing 2 be 12,msg asking him 2 kOl me but nO kOl..
tk ke mcm suar!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dhlah,aku tidO pOn lagi mulie..

wait 4 my next pOst next week..
slmt mlm smue!!!
dh kul brape tk tau nk tidO lagi pe kOrg??
nk jadi burOng antu???
Omg!
burOng antu....argh! remind me Of sOme1..
kk..fuck2..stOp it..
Okies...
gd nyte all!!

babes & dudes dO take drugs..*peace*

~zyrah23~

2008-08-12T22:14:00.000-07:00

firstly,i wanna cOngrats my mimyee aka nek ella cOz Of her O level results..
walaupOn gagap kau tetap dpt distinctiOn..baek kepeee... hahahahaha..

next up,i wanna blOg bOut yest 11 Of aug..remember the deal tat an suppOse 2 dO..hahaha..
dOnut lai!!! =P
i met up with mimyee arOund 12.45 after miting sOme1..then met up with an in the 88 bus..
they teman me gO bishan n alter my skul skirt..after altering,we suppOse 2 teman an gO pOly..
end up,we gO n dO an atm card n tk jadi gO pOly..hahaha..
then bla bla bla-ing..went hOugang n bOught dOnut..hahaha..while sitting n menyekik-ing the dOnut,mimyee sOund..sappp! minahrep kalau dh sOund..aku yg decent pOn kalah...
paisey ehk minahrep..hahahaha..an gave me the mOney 2 buy at cheers..
aku dh la paisey kalau tk lepas,menggigil jugak bdn..tuhan saje yg tau.. wekekekekekek..
asked 4 the thing then trOs jln laju kluar dari cheers...hahahah..siaksiak..
then patah alek beli 'petir'..shOrt Of 20 cents la dOl...hahahaha
then gO cOurst ke best denki 2 buy an mp3..(ader setan(nOt me) asyik nk mengOrek harte an jek..minah2..hhahahah)then lepas dh dpt ..

mimyee suggest gO vivO..aper lagi..Off we gO 2 vivO..
reached at the tunnel there then mimyee asked me tknk beli minOm ke..hahaha..
then i alsO think bOut n i bOught it..an beli susu HL mimyee bOught cOke i think..
beli kacang smue..
reached at the roOftOp,we find sudut2 yg terpencil..hahahahaha...
nk bukak peh susah,satu2 jari luka,thanks 2 mimyee's belt..heheheh..
thanks 2 mimyee yg lite kan aku lepas satu..satu..On n On...
lepas asap,minOm..asap minOm...bbual mepek..amek gmbr smue..but havent uplOad yet..still with mimyee..
insya-allah i'll uplOad sOme pics..nOt all..we puff bOut 10 sticks on tat dae..lyke cibai..nO matter watt..nice! =D
then gO menyekik at banquet,an blanje lagi..mimyee nk ketOk jek duit an surOh blanje kt delifrance..hahahaha..
lepas mkn,we jln2 b4 gO rOoftOp n take Our last 'meal'..
n while we pusing2,we saw familiar faces..4 Of them..didn't expect 2 terserempak but..
well,i gOt nO cOmments.. =)
4get bOut it..cOntinue Our jOurney..sampai rOoftOp,abes kan lagi 2..then tyme ngah tawe2..
aku pusing then nmpk a bunch Of blOndies..hehehehe...dari blakang mcm knl,then i msg sOme1..
i asked kak yaya if she's at vivO then bla bla bla..she asked me 2 jOin but then tyme tuh kite dh nk alek..
lepas dh abeskan smue,kite pOn brambOs,then kak yaya kOl say singgah jap,the rest wanna mit..
then gi tempat dOrg,salam kak yaya n tupai..paisey lak nk salam yg lelaki..hahah..
but then i wave n say hellO la..i saw bObOy aka fadevil,kak yaya,tupai,kecik..tatz all i knOw..
lepas tuh bla n rushed Off..
toOk mrt,dlm train terserempak baidah n bf..bla bla bla..sampai amk then naek bus alek..

back hOme at last! bath n i slept..wOke up at 2am cOz my blOody stOmach damn hurt!!
i dOnt knOw y..then went 2 skul per nOrmal but i repOrt sick wen my recess tyme..blOody hell..
n my stOmach still pained..fucking cibai..! nk jek aku kOrek perOt aku!!!
dhlah,siket jek aku crite kt kOrg2,nanti bile2 lepak ke bende happening aku blOg lagi la..
penat tau aku type..hahaha...dh2...gueciOw!

babes & dudes dO take drugs..*peace*

~zyrah23~

2008-08-10T21:57:00.000-07:00

bgn pagi muke mcm kene tumbOk..
my face was all merah,gatal n bengkak..mate aku lak dh sepet..
mama panggil aku anak cine..baek kepe..hahaha..
then ayah say cepat mandi then gO dOcter..mama n ayah teman me sambil2 tuh gi pasar skali..
lepas dh gi dOcter,alek cepat2 letak Obat cOz aku dh tkleh tahan!!!!!
argh!!!
gatal tau tk....fhm tk aper makne nyer gatal???
G-A-T-A-L -!-!-!-!-!-!-!-!-!-!
lepak jap areng bace buku sambil msg mimyee..
kul 4 asked ayah..i dOnt knOw y i lyke sO fucking scared 2 asked..

"ayah,nk blajar kt bawah blOk bleh ngan mimyee n an?"
waiting patiently..... n ayah juz nOd his head smiling at me while lOoking at my face..
fuck!! buat suspend jek..
then tuh met uncle n nenek kt bawah blOk..satu2 bkn nyer blajar tapi bbual..
cOnfirm cOp!!
then tOk shit..but at least i finished up my physics nOtes..
wakakakakakak..yg due2 ekOr yg dari tadi bbual jek..
then wanted 2 but sOmething 2 eat cOz i nid 2 eat my medicine..
kedai tutOp i suggest gO 134..
walked pass kedai mamak,then buy sOme pOcky(nOt puki ehk..ishk3!),chOcolate panda n 1 mineral water..
nenek n uncle alsO bOught sOmething 2 eat..
tOk while walking then reached liaO we tOk n tOk n eat..i alsO eat la my medicine..
uncle say he gOt ayampOx.. ke lian..
he said wanna terkencet..dh kite gi prOceed McCafe gi lepaskan smue..
lepas dh kluar tOilet,sOmebOdy with cOnfidence nyer jln n then kene tegOr yg kedai kOpi bukak..hahahah...klah,tatz all jek yg aku bleh blang,kalau tk mati aku tk dpt dOnut dari Org tuh...
wakakakakakakak!!! siaksiak! aket perOt aku tawe .. uncle tawe maintain jek..hahahahahaha
kepade Org tuh..paisey ehkk aku pOst..biar malu kt cyber...PEACE!
then we went 2 playgrOund..
challenge with nenek,aku menang..challenge with uncle,aku tetap menang..
wakakakakakakakakak...baek kepeee....
"dOnut satu!"
then we played yg panjat2 thingy...bile tyme naek,nenek menang..tyme turOn aku menang!!!
wakakakakakak!!!!
uncle nenek!!! aunty nk dOnut plish!!!!!!!
=)
then tktau saper entah sOund nk maen ctahing..
then nenek suggest gO amkhub..hahahah...i knOw it nOnsense but we r we..kite peh suke arh!
yg kOrg susah2 sgt aper stim??? lol..
we run n run n run..first try uncle dpt tangkap but the bag nOt me..
2nd try he saw us frOm far but never catch..3rd try he can't find us...n there gOes Our deal..
uncle gOnna treat us 3 dOnuts n his gOnna dO 3 dares frOm me n mimyee!!!!
hahahahah!
kesian sungguh uncle..wakakaka...we gOnna serbu hOugang mall dOnut empire!!
nk tau asl..sebab tuh tempat keje akak aku la bOngOk!!! =)
shall blOg again 4 2mOrO..
sO peeps! thanks 4 reading Our nOnsensical stOriess!!!

babes & dudes dO take drugs..*peace*

~zyrah23~